Wednesday, November 15, 2006
2dae decided to blog earlier cos gt alot of things to sae bahhs...
same as yst lorhs went to cycle...
hmm den i accompanied mum to go to the chinese doctor lorhs...
seriously speaking if i din force my tears down i would b crying at the doctor there
my mum's hands their gtting easily tired, easily pained.
so the doctor did accupunture. [i dono the spelling la!]
its where u hav to put the needles in the certain accupoints of the body...
the doctor poked the needles in my mum's arms...i was like AW
although im nt the one who kana the needles
i already felt the pain in my heart...aihx
tts nt all...
the needles were connected to some sort of machine where electricity is used!
tt means the electricity is being connected to the needles which are poked into my mum's arms!
can u believe it?
gosh...
its definitely painful lorhs
den when i saw the expression on my mum's face
i realli wana cry liaoz
haix....so sad...
my mum's fingers were moving.
i was thinkin 'i dun think my mum moved her fingers...'
so i asked her if she moved her fingers...
she said no, it was the electricity tt made it moved
i asked her if it was painful, which was a damn damn damn obvious qns.
n yeahs its like duh
of cos its painful.
she said abit
bt i doubt so
i think its more den tt
i realli wana cry lorh
bt mum surely say 'dun cry la! nxt time dun tell u my probs liao, if nt u lil bit wil cry...'
which is like, den she wun b able to confide her probs in me lorhs
haix
so i bore with it, all my tears from my eyes all went down my nose instead.
so i could hide it with tt im havin flu...my mum wun suspect tt im actuali crying.
i was havin this thought in my head larh
'i rather it was me'
bt mayb its becos i noe it wun b me so tts why im thinking tt way lor
i dun think im tt good la
i dono i always think i nt tt fillial n everythin
dono dono dono
i jus wan my mummie's arms to b alright as soon as possible
PLS!!!!!
aihx
i scared i depression start again
lol...nt becos of this la
cos nowadaes think alot alot
haix
oya i rmbered when i go punngol park 2dae, i kana scared by a cute doggie.
lol...........
i was playin the swing, minding my own business...........swinging as high as i could
den the doggie started chargin in my way!
den it went under the swing i was playin on!
i scared until siao ar!
den hoh tts nt all lorhs!
it stayed behind me!
it laid on the sand jus behind my swing.n my swing is still moving!!!!!
tt means i'll most probably crash into the lil doggie
n wads more, due to my phobia of erm dogs i was even more panicky
so i made a great jump out of my swing which was still swinging in the air....
n i was screaming away.
n i dono wad happened to the dog.
i think it ran away.
LOL
the owner of the dog was stil laughing
so lame
ok larh i was oso laughing abt wad happen, so i cant deny tt it isn't funny
lol...i was laughing at myself after the incident.
LAME SIA n my mum was like scowling at me fer jumping out of the swing.
'Later u fall flat on ur face den u noe ar!!!!'
LOL....
'u shldnt jump mahhh!!! the swing hit the dog is nt prob mahh!!! haiyoh!'
my reply 'i din jump bcos i was afraid i'll hit the doggie im nt tt kind, i did it bcos i was scared it'll bite me'
lol
lamer.
dono wad to write liaos...letme think
oya!
i called lingz
i asked her if she on her fone she say no
'oh cos i sent u smth...anyways i tell u la, u dun wana hear u jus hear this sentance can liao, im sorri i couldnt partner u at vivo, bt i did asked the tcher whether i could let u in the bus anot lorh, bt he jus kept shaking his head...so there wasnt anythin i could do...n erm yeah so jus telin u dun angry liao lorhs.'
'orh ok byebye'
i sensed her smiling in the phone la
i dono
jus a feeling.
mmm n she din reply my sms still
LOL
so wad de hell does this means???!!!
forgive or not???
LOL i think is gttin betta la
lol...watched the superstar jus now
hehe i love watchin tt kind of shows
lidat can hear ppl sing songs
hehes n i love them singing the songs i like =)
hehees
ok la bb i nid to eat fruits lerhs
God pls bless my mum tt her hands will recover soon
PLS
oya i oso mus giv credit to my dad LOL...
due to my nails illness, when i was a kid, the specialist doctor sae mus inject smth into my body to gt well bt i cant grow tall, means i'll stay short, i'll stop growing.
so my dad immediately sae 'den 4gt it'
at first i was wondering y my chinese doctor praised my papa fer bein a gd papa, bcos he refused the injection on me, its nt tt im sayin my dad's bad or wad im jus wondering why
den my mum told me cos if i stop growing it'll affect my mentality n confidence
i guess tts da point bahh
DAD N MUM I LOVE U!!!
MUACKS! lol
i hope i'll nt abandon them when i grow up like those ppl on TVS
i realli hope i'll b gd to dem when i grow up
i mus b fillial to dem
I MUS
i reali wish tt i can giv them the attention, care n love when i grow up....
i dun wan to see dem sad
god bless dem pls.
i dun mind passing 50% of my blessings [if i hav] to dem.
transfer ya noe?
LOL
hahahhahahas being lame here
alright gtg eat fruits!
den update! =)
BB
My name is Louisa Bess and I am a child of God. I love God. I love eating pizza and pastas and playing with my mates.