Sunday, July 15, 2007
wad is wrong wif me.
i still can't believe wad i did a few daes ago.
my gosh.
wanjing ar wanjing, ure a terrible girl.
so rash for wad....
HAIX.
now it has came to a stage of no return isn't it?
it won't b like b4 anymore......
i jus wonder wad made me do all that.....
rah.
i shall turn tables over.
bt for now.
sitting under the table, taking refugee underneath is wad i wana do.
its comfortable.....
i feel protected....
rah.
i dun get it la.
wad on earth do i wan anyway.
all i can sae is i was super rash.
bt things has come to a stage where its no use looking back and wondering.
i regret my actions somehow...
maybe everything could turn out well....bt sumtimes...
u jus feel all is at lost, all is hopeless.....
rah.
i dunid the whole world to understand....i dun care how the whole world despises me or wadeva....
i have my best buds who believe me, know me, trust me and encourage me.
bt why m i still feeling this way?
bcos i jus nid one more person to understand.
....
i was too rash at the 1st step, so i backed out last minute for a fresh new start.
thats all i can say.
im scared so i ran.
im afraid of facing the same old thing so i escaped.
n i realized i cant run for long.
so i have to face everything.
yep.
no matter wad i do, it doesn't seem to be able to get the results i want.
it seemed like everything is always backfiring.
am i that unlucky?
=(((
thinking through about how loud i screamed and cried.....it was totalli terrible.
rah, i can't believe i did all that.
so for now.
i shall go wherever the wind blows me to, shall go wherever the water flows to....
haha, or maybe my velocity is in still air.
LOLS.
amath relative velocity.....
why must so many many many things happen near o lvls?
=((((
MAYBE I THOUGHT TOO MUCH.
MAYBE IM NOT EVEN A PART OF THIS FIASCO.
rah.
i jus hate my instinct n my fertile imagination.
=(((
haix.
wadeva, wind where are you.....?
i shall go wherever the wind takes me to.......................
Sunday, July 15, 2007
wad is wrong wif me.
i still can't believe wad i did a few daes ago.
my gosh.
wanjing ar wanjing, ure a terrible girl.
so rash for wad....
HAIX.
now it has came to a stage of no return isn't it?
it won't b like b4 anymore......
i jus wonder wad made me do all that.....
rah.
i shall turn tables over.
bt for now.
sitting under the table, taking refugee underneath is wad i wana do.
its comfortable.....
i feel protected....
rah.
i dun get it la.
wad on earth do i wan anyway.
all i can sae is i was super rash.
bt things has come to a stage where its no use looking back and wondering.
i regret my actions somehow...
maybe everything could turn out well....bt sumtimes...
u jus feel all is at lost, all is hopeless.....
rah.
i dunid the whole world to understand....i dun care how the whole world despises me or wadeva....
i have my best buds who believe me, know me, trust me and encourage me.
bt why m i still feeling this way?
bcos i jus nid one more person to understand.
....
i was too rash at the 1st step, so i backed out last minute for a fresh new start.
thats all i can say.
im scared so i ran.
im afraid of facing the same old thing so i escaped.
n i realized i cant run for long.
so i have to face everything.
yep.
no matter wad i do, it doesn't seem to be able to get the results i want.
it seemed like everything is always backfiring.
am i that unlucky?
=(((
thinking through about how loud i screamed and cried.....it was totalli terrible.
rah, i can't believe i did all that.
so for now.
i shall go wherever the wind blows me to, shall go wherever the water flows to....
haha, or maybe my velocity is in still air.
LOLS.
amath relative velocity.....
why must so many many many things happen near o lvls?
=((((
MAYBE I THOUGHT TOO MUCH.
MAYBE IM NOT EVEN A PART OF THIS FIASCO.
rah.
i jus hate my instinct n my fertile imagination.
=(((
haix.
wadeva, wind where are you.....?
i shall go wherever the wind takes me to.......................
so you wanna know more?
With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
Oh, the things I put up just to make the scrollbar scroll (;
My name is Louisa Bess and I am a child of God. I love God. I love eating pizza and pastas and playing with my mates.