Tuesday, June 17, 2008
am i feeling guilty that im not using the last week b4 midyrs well to study??
i guess so.
if not i wouldnt feel scared after i came back from going out.
i dont feel realli well.
my head feels weird.
bt however i think its bcos i didnt manage to sleep during my nap.
so i started thinking wads wrong..?
n came to a conclusion its bcos i feel guilty.
i guess its part of it.
bt nt entirely ba.
i dono.
i seem to gt stressed out easily......
SIGH.
im scared i cant make it
im jus thinking too much.
why must holidays b b4 midyrs...???
sigh.
bt its good bcos theres time to study.
bt i guess i didnt use it well.
im scared.
bt wads there to feel guilty n scared when time can nv reverse?
n even it can reverse, will i ever realise and use time well??
n im asking too much of myself to study 24hrs....
ive gt to tell myself im a human.
i have a life.....
i do need to take a break.
its jus i wonder why i gt tired easily.
n take naps n theres little time to study.
sigh. i dono.
i wonder wads with me todae.
i guess im jus thinking too much.
bcos i know i did study. its jus bcos of not able to sleep nap.
den i started thinking....
its alright to be scared and afraid.
bt i cant break down!
no i wont.
tmr will be a better dae.
definitely.
zettai daizoubu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIGh i guess i wont b able to complete the things i want to do....
bt i'll jus try....
sometimes my stress is due to thinking too much of little things.
i mean its jus a nap tt i couldnt sleep
yet i think too far.
sigh.
i shall stop here n contd with my eeeeecons....
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
am i feeling guilty that im not using the last week b4 midyrs well to study??
i guess so.
if not i wouldnt feel scared after i came back from going out.
i dont feel realli well.
my head feels weird.
bt however i think its bcos i didnt manage to sleep during my nap.
so i started thinking wads wrong..?
n came to a conclusion its bcos i feel guilty.
i guess its part of it.
bt nt entirely ba.
i dono.
i seem to gt stressed out easily......
SIGH.
im scared i cant make it
im jus thinking too much.
why must holidays b b4 midyrs...???
sigh.
bt its good bcos theres time to study.
bt i guess i didnt use it well.
im scared.
bt wads there to feel guilty n scared when time can nv reverse?
n even it can reverse, will i ever realise and use time well??
n im asking too much of myself to study 24hrs....
ive gt to tell myself im a human.
i have a life.....
i do need to take a break.
its jus i wonder why i gt tired easily.
n take naps n theres little time to study.
sigh. i dono.
i wonder wads with me todae.
i guess im jus thinking too much.
bcos i know i did study. its jus bcos of not able to sleep nap.
den i started thinking....
its alright to be scared and afraid.
bt i cant break down!
no i wont.
tmr will be a better dae.
definitely.
zettai daizoubu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIGh i guess i wont b able to complete the things i want to do....
bt i'll jus try....
sometimes my stress is due to thinking too much of little things.
i mean its jus a nap tt i couldnt sleep
yet i think too far.
sigh.
i shall stop here n contd with my eeeeecons....
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With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
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