Thursday, September 18, 2008
am super stressed
cos i felt like i wasted the day.
just couldnt stop crying
tears just seem to well up every few minutes
why cant i jus relax
n not cry
why am i such an idiot
i dont want to be this way
i wish u could be more nurturing n not flare up tt easily.
bt i understand tt wad u say is true, that im irresponsible, tt i shld really cope on my emotions by myself instead of crying n saying the same things over n over again.
bt i really hope when i cry u could just hug me tight n say 'its ok, u can one...'
instead of flaring up...
bt i know u've tried ur best in curbing ur anger la..
bt still...
sigh, why isit when i think abt u now, i will feel like crying
bt still i love u mum.
i hope things will change for the better.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
am super stressed
cos i felt like i wasted the day.
just couldnt stop crying
tears just seem to well up every few minutes
why cant i jus relax
n not cry
why am i such an idiot
i dont want to be this way
i wish u could be more nurturing n not flare up tt easily.
bt i understand tt wad u say is true, that im irresponsible, tt i shld really cope on my emotions by myself instead of crying n saying the same things over n over again.
bt i really hope when i cry u could just hug me tight n say 'its ok, u can one...'
instead of flaring up...
bt i know u've tried ur best in curbing ur anger la..
bt still...
sigh, why isit when i think abt u now, i will feel like crying
bt still i love u mum.
i hope things will change for the better.
so you wanna know more?
With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
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My name is Louisa Bess and I am a child of God. I love God. I love eating pizza and pastas and playing with my mates.