lil.babii.jingz.painting/her/own/world~

2010-01-19T19:03:00.000-08:00

my dear SrLg

oops. did we say something wrong?

guitar concert!

guitar ensemble chalet!

super duper jummp shot!!!

my class, 2a01 : D

2010-01-19T18:13:00.000-08:00

Revival of my blog.

am gona work again later :(

I do love little kids, but seeing these kids being stuck on the table doing tests papers one after another really breaks my heart.

Aren't kids suppose to be happy and playing at ages of 3 and so on?

then why are kids actually being repressed in such classes.

Even if kids are suppose to do well, they need to go according to their ability and find joy in learning.

And not all kids find joy in learning through sitting and doing for 5 hours.

my gosh.

the kid that can do that must be really interested in reading and writing. but...5 hours? hmmm

as a kid, im always in awe of storybooks and pictures.

i love reading. but i dont read for 5 hours leh. hahahaha

but then i took literature, ARTS.

I went with my heart and not my mind.

logically, science allows more courses.

but arts not so.

to do well in arts, its either ure the best or ure not recognized at all.

alot of ppl tell me not to go the school im in now. they say that school is not good, will go bad, will go crooked ways.

RUBBISH!
not at all.

in that school i found hope, even as a 19pointer i could go to a place and take arts.

literature, my fav subject bounced into my hands once again.

I found artsy ppl who are tempted to be subjected to stereotype of being a certain kind of ...

and i found myself being catergerised under the NERDS

HAA

well at least i enjoy being a geek.

no wait.

Lit geek.
hahahas. as for the rest, i dono if they are happy, but i guess we all have our down and ups. : )

my class is really funny.

I love my class even though they can be really insensitive sometimes.

or maybe im the sensitive one?

hmmm

i guess my dear class give me alot of memories.

im an unusual arts student as what mr R.A. says. ahahhahas.

cos i love to speak mandarin.

yet i take arts.

i can pass lit yet i fail GP.

its like failing ABCs yet can do well in spelling.

lol.

then my class very funny. got alot of lingo.

LIES! ROAR! RAH!

all by our dear MMMM

so cute.

then our student counsellor VP, Al who lives in a cave. haha

john who is the lamester of the class and loves to adopt the policy of isolation. LOL

paula, passion for the arts who loves dancing and acting

kelly, the princess of the class who looks like snow white!

simran, the boxer of the class. hahahaas.

rystine, the motivator and lamester of the class

julianna the driven girl with many many abilities.

so many more...!

next post dedicated to pics!

2009-05-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

arty farty jing is back.

LOL.

i love literature la....

I even found an article about Literature, King Lear somemore.

Its on the sunday times!

Wahahas.

today i use singlish lor.

dont care leh.

cos i taking my Literature identity paper.

so i dont want my identity to be tainted or lose its meaning or wad so ever.

wakakakakakakas.

Nevertheless, my love for language and writing will be the one main motivation that lets me keep my identity.

Identity.

is not merely shown through words.

If identity is to gain authority and power,

won't it be ironical, since power and authority can also lead to a deconstruction of self?

well, when one gets obsessed with it la....

LOL.

i shall study my lit and blog at the same time.

it helps me evaluate!

enlightenments: Kinglear = nothing.

Cordelia = nothing

To King Lear, Britain = nothing

Cordelia actually is supposed to dead, she is nothing at 1st.

she is an ideal person that we hope can exist?

Her nature of being so nice, is nothing.

bcos human nature, we doubt that such characters exist.

So whether or not Cordelia exist, is actually nothing.

1. KLear doesn't even bother. he wants to hear 'nothing' [empty words]

2. Cordelia's goodness is considered nothing, except for King of France.

King of France actually marries the 'nothing' that King Lear gives... and in the end France ended up retreating, due to the nothing. but the nothing that France places value is her virtue. so does virtue = nothing then?

To king lear, britain = nothing

bcos, he divides the kingdom.

he objectifies the country.

showing that the people, citizens in the country are being objectified as well.

since lear is somewhat nothing....

how come the tragedy happens only after king lear abdicate his role? [maybe the country wasnt in good shape b4 hahas, i think much research is needed]

then does king lear's role appear as nothing then?

woahseh.

i love lit <33

2009-05-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

feeling philosophical once again, i decided to blog.

HAHA

[yes im trying to type in perfect english]

after listening to jolin's hua hua hu die

the lyrics are pretty cool actually.

mentions to keep yourself as who you are, being different is fine and that we don't have to lose ourselves!

你是花花世界里限量版的花花蝴蝶

美女们只是比较豁出去比较敢一点

那些路人甲们凭什么发言惹人讨厌

快离开冬眠赶快破茧

别被无聊困在地球表面

想灵魂出窍甩平凡嘴脸

当你不刻意特别

you're the limited edition butterfly..

LOL when translated into english...somehow loses a tinge of its original beauty.

you're one of the unique butterflies

Hot girls are just more brave to give their all...

I think I shall stop the translation.

LOL...

not so nice!!!

i really like the lyrics!!

its about keeping your identity for who you truly are...

wahahaha

reminds me of my literature exam today.

LOL

i relate power & authority to assertion of identity

1st poem can be seen as a powerful female...and the 2nd a domestic female.

but to me i feel that the domestic female actually asserts more of her identity

HAHA.

cos she is appreciated for who she is! ^^

limited edition butterfly WAHAHAHA

i dare say im also a unique butterfly!!

who cares abt being limited edition...

it has a sense of objectification

hahas.

but im quite tempted to join the rest sometimes.

but...

I hope im determined enough to be who i am, and keep to it ^^
anyway i love guitar...

i miss them la!!!

>.<

2009-05-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

sigh

today's studying was not productive.

im so moody!!!

waaAaaaa

how am i going to survive this mye man...

how to get 40 points?

-.-

siao...

but i dont want to disappoint my teachers.

>.<

but i think i can improve in my maths and maybe GP.

WAa

sigh.

i love mdm saadiah!

LOL.

very random, but yeah. she's a nice teacher. really.

oh man.

random, but i miss guitar

sobs....

raahhhhh im so tired...

i want to sleep...

but im slacking away here, looking at blogshops and my econs...

anyway one weird thing that happened to me was, i enjoyed writing gp essays!!

like....

w t h??

ahhahas.

i actually enjoyed it.

perhaps it was due to the fact i was motivated by my improvement...hahas.

i hope i will continue to improve!!

its my paper 2 i need to worry more, i suppose.

sigh.

but anyway im quite lucky to get 3 marks for the AQ in the recent compre test.

hehe..

but still....

hmmm well i guess all i can do now is to hope for the very best and see what fate leads me to

i do hope i still can get 40points...

i've calculated before.

if i can get grade S for both econs and history, E for lit, C for maths added to my PW A, should be able to get over 40points.

but i dono...

okok shall sleep now.

zZzz

2009-05-13T20:33:00.000-07:00

OH NOOoooooOooOoooOOoo
midyrs are like coming la...
i woke up feeling super stressed.
no aim
no motivation
nothing.
read broader perspectives in the morning den felt super sianz.
no motivation.......
sianz..
how how how...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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i mus jiayou. -.-

2009-04-04T20:31:00.000-07:00

actually...

[reminding myself to type in proper english ^^]

right, i have been studying othello from about 9.45am till now, 12.32pm.

I love the internet!!!! [was about to type singlish just now]

it serves as a platform for research, enabling students to understand their work better than ever. Hence, internet is not always harmful to the society as it also serves as an aid to our lives.

The internet also serves as an aid to help environment, green peace web is an example where it engages people through their website to encourage more people to take action in saving the world, like for example green peace, has links that can direct people to other websites that evokes the sense of obligation to do something to help the world they are in. Also they have other websites that enable people to do something for the environment....

okok. enough of the GP.

But come to think of it. It's quite fun isn't it??

HAHAHAA.

i love literature.

but im angry that iago says this.

IAGO
Come on, come on. You are pictures out of door, bells in your parlors, wild-cats in your kitchens, saints in your injuries, devils being offended, players in your housewifery, and housewives in your beds

....

...

.......

housewives in ur beds???

WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grrrr....

female identity is being undermined...

okok i shall do my gp outline on migration now.

adieus

2009-04-04T05:17:00.000-07:00

o man....

sianz, i have jus messed up my study timetable!!!

walau eh

sianz....

reason: 4gt to put in time for homework

hence alot of things haven study. -.-

2dae gt guitar~!

den quite a number of ppl nv turn up.

but realised tt they came later...

hahas ^^

den i studied my econs dd n supply, wrote n essay but its super short....die liao. must go find from my file wad isit that ive missed out. heee...

alrights...i was quite upset yesterday bcos my fren scolded me for no apparent reason.

ok, there was a reason but it was not justified.

n im quite upset with myself for not standing up for myself when i could actually said something to defend myself...but anyway, harmony breeds prosperity hence i shan't get upset for potentially starting a quarrel with her.

yays!!!!

okok now i shall study my literature. do maths at 10plus...

shall train myself to type in proper english now.

Glad that I'm starting to do it now.

Hopefully for every single post [if i have the time] can be used to type perfect english so that my grammar can improve and that my GP wil improve too!!! am aiming for an E for midyrs.

I WANT AN E!!!!!!!

WAAAAAA i want it now.

lol...okok i shall work hard towards my goal, and the very obvious thing to do now is to publish the post and do the necessary things.

FEEL THE PAIN

ahhhhhhhhhhhh

a photo mr R.A and a1, celebrating his bdae. HAHAs. mr R.A looks so cartoon. =X

2009-04-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

quite irritated with a certain fren of mine -.-
keep on asking asking asking when u obviously have something in the world call a bloody workplan and timetable.
>.<
actually i dont mind if u ask la, but too much is irritating.
n u still get angry when i commented tt u can ACTUALLY check ur workplan...
-.-
u gt angry at me for that. walau wad logic........
there are many irritating things but for now im ok with it la....

sigh, hope to find a gd fren in class ...

i was oso irritated by my guitar fren on wednesday. LOL.

hahas i think im quite irritable lately...lol
now doing history....o man....
>.< tired
i want sleep
i want sleep
i shall stop blogging

2009-03-13T19:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday was really a good day.
hope that it could be yesterday once more...
it felt really really good...
n it was too good to be true!!!
HAHAs.
no la..
we really made it anyway...
SRGE!!!!!!
omg omg omg omg...
im sooooooo pleased with our achievements, all the practices...
the extra practices....
the extra hours...
all paid off.
ALL!!!
to let the audience feel our passion, happiness and how we enjoy playing the music.
it was really good.
^^
although when we had the audience...we were really nervous...
n our TTP became kinda lost...so quite sad la.
bt still fine ^^
our seniors said it was really good
HAHA
n ppl laughed when we played TTP.
the conducting was super cute la!
the bar 35 there.
the shooting shooting [dono how to describe la!]
hahas.

AHHH
our journey to spain most steady pom pee pee de la.
^^
LALAALAALALALAS
love my seniors for coming over to support us!

i love<3>

i love my section, i love jack & zhenyong [the gay lovers] !!!
HAHA.
i love the rest too of cos. shi hui, siokping, joanne, yanxin, shangyu, elaine, limin, sonia, jason, munees, huiling, ziling, n my guitar number 13. LOL!!! and alot la!
SRGE is the love of my life.
LOL.
^^
lalalalalaas.
*hums n smiles to trish trash polka*

2009-03-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

end of common tests
the uncommon common tests!
lol.
lit paper was fun as always except for the P5...
walau eh
super difficult!!!
crap my way thru the paper. shake head shake head.
bt i enjoyed the paper1!!!!
bt i had no time to finish P&P.
i think ms chiew not happy with it oops.
WAaAaAAaaaAA. im so sorry i spent too much time enjoying in writing the comparative poems.
HEEEE
LOVE LIT!!!
love lit love lit love lit.
lol..
okok tmr is guitar competition!!!!
omg!
lol.
i go sleep soon....heeee
uncommon common tests over!
after few days mug again loe......
lalalaa

2009-03-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

xy: hahas. good tt ure fine ^^ im quite bz with common tests as u can see from my blog...hahas bt my stress level is under moderation so its ok ^^

Kcarol: Hello, i don't have the chords for olivia ong's version bt i have the other version, can be found in the search engines.

AHHHH
i finished 2 papers le!!!
byebye to Economics, GP and maths!
tmr is history.
n i dont have the energy to study now even though i have slept for 1 and a half hours....
my goshhhhh
how can lidat....
waaaaa..........
i studied in school after the maths paper...
till ard 11.30am...
den i went to visit NVSS
ahhas.
long time nv go back.
alot of things change.
but the food nt very nice sia.
i ate some honey chicken thingy.
bt it doesnt taste very nice, n i dont like the curry that goes with it AT ALL!!!!
the auntie still praise the curry to heavens. -.-
anyway... i miss NVSS!!!
ahhhh chatting to gorgor n mrs koh is so enjoyable. HEE
n oso it was funny to see mr goh.
he said i looked very different.
say i look younger.
HAHA
he very funny.
'WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU? YOU LOOK YOUNGER! That is seriously wrong la!'
LOL....
but anyway i was studying in the library in my sec school.
quite a refreshing feeling.
den i ate in school den went home, and now here i am browsing through the straits time and reading my literature stuff even though im supposed to b studying history...WAAAA
how how how...
i lost motivation le...
okok...

GO STUDY NOW!!!!
read ur ESSAY OUTLINE NOW!!!!!!
okok...eat dinner 1st since its 7.14pm le....
O man.
okok
STUDY HISTORY!!!!
if not i'll be history

2009-03-07T18:16:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
it is a truth universally acknowledged that theres not enough time to study for common tests.
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im quite tired now...so I decided to vent my feelings here..
in a way.
cos i really want to sleep..
zz...ZzzzzZZzzzZZZzZZZzzzzZZzZZZzZz
bt im feeling better, i used to feel worse....the week b4 common tests esp...was a really bad week, bcos i was stressed up that i had insomnia...couldn't sleep for a few days...lucky i managed to sleep on thursday, friday and sat!!!!
sat was a funny day even though i was very tired n couldn't study much..
there was a super funny GP lecture....
it didn't even feel like a lecture.
it was more like a discussion which is good la.
cos lectures are.... =X
tutorials are better...
but no choice la.
JCs are like that.
so i have to adapt lor...
boh-bian.
somemore im a weird arts student.
arts student who speaks singlish n chinese more.
LOL.
but im training myself to speak more english.
TRAINING!!!!
waaaahhhh
perhaps to bond with the class i have to change abit of myself too...
talking in english...
bt i guess its ok if i learn to switch...sometimes singlish, chinese, english.
hopefully i can do it ba......
ahhhhh
looking at econs i feel like sleeping....
but i cannot dont study.
will upset mdm S
n ms ng!
ahhhhh!!!!!

sometimes technology can really be a bad thing...
so many things you can at once, making ur studying so not productive.
im supposed to read through the econs...[i did i did! i paused this part to read econs!]
okok im enlightened by econs. i was reading through market failure stuff and it all makes sense to me. good good.

oh n theres maths, history and LIT!!!!!!!
woohoos!!!
love lit~!
^^

even though its a truth universally acknowledged that theres not enough time to study for common tests, its still possible to study at least 50% i supposed.

shall work towards my very best!!!!
i want to see myself happy with my results in 2010!!!!!
i dont need to the top student.
i jus wana b the best i can ever achieve. ^^
okok
am feeling motivated now.
ECONS!!!!!
HERE I COME!

2009-02-21T04:59:00.000-08:00

xinyu: heyys. cafe performance ar? well in SRJC theres english week and literature night. i performed at our school's cafe to advertise the lit night. ^^ lit night is some concert.

ooooo
i went to sch to study.
den met up with huiqi, jiajia and the rest. ^^
well.
i decided to make my decision in the future.
when im older.
but for now...i'll jus remain the same
den i rushed back home, after buying a belated pressie for my fren.
hehehes.
oh i heard from lulu tt she noes abt my blog.

HI lulu! if ure reading this. hahahahas
^^
ok i shall do my econs now.
lalalalalas

2009-02-18T04:57:00.000-08:00

ahhh!!!
2dae is my cafe performance~!
i think it was pretty good la hehehehehe ^^
im satisfied with it~! ^^
yeah..
n i passed my lit test~!!!!!
woohoo dono if it is highest anot.
hehehehe
encouraged~!
^^
ok la i gt nth much to say.
BYE!!!

2009-02-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

aahhhh
im so in love with olivia ong's songs.
i seriously wonder why i dono know her until now!!!!
ARGHHH!!!!
her voice so nice lor.
now den i noe...sigh.
her songs super nice!!!!
blahhhhh
m reading lit again hahas. ^^
o guess wad. i 4gt today's test is on P&P.
omg...
bt nvm la.
i shall do my very best for FOC ^^
jiayous!!!
n my cafe performance is this wed....
omg...
omg...
omg........
lol...
ahhh im learning the chords for sometimes when we touch. hehs.
nxt time i can play and sing for myself!!!!
woots!!
LOL
:P
btw it was really funny just now when haniel was being stupid acting as a dragon when he keep walking out of the LT with different clothes.
now tt im thinking of it, im luffing lor...damn comical!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
o n oso, the song sang by alvin n louisa 2dae was superb!!!
^^
its called LUCKY!!!
oman i want tt song now!!!!!!
heard it on youtube. its pretty good ^^
hhehees.
ok la i gtg!!! ^^
ahahhahas

2009-02-15T05:29:00.000-08:00

alalalalals.
this blog is always dead all of a sudden and revivied again~!
woots.
anyways its my J2 year
so theres really alot of things to do.
i wont be able to blog as much as i could.
bt anyway here i am! ^^
im so in love with olivia ong.
her songs rocks~!!!!!
i wana buy all her english albums la~!!!!
WAaaAaaaAAAAAaaa
i want it now! *spoilt brat tone*
LOL.
nowadaes ive become very close to shi hui in guitar hahas!
i always sa jiao to her one.
LOL.
oh ive jus remembered jack sa jiao-ing the other day...
omg i feel like puking.
bt nevertheless it was funny.
LOL!!!
oh tt guitar practice happened to be on sat which is valentine's day. HAHA
den i saw ms chew in the morning and she said she cant wait to hear me sing during the cafe performances. *AWWW*
aww ms chew so sweet. brightens up my day sia.
ahhahas~!!! ^^
den we had guitar...
n it was pretty fun cos we played TTP in a faster pace.
FUN to the max~!!!
den i rmb zhenyong keep scolding us for playing the mp part ff.
lol.
he like to turn around and say comments de, typical of him.
1st pract: 'ehh, play louder.'
2nd: 'must play the crescando hor!'
3rd: 'play ponti!!!'
4th: so on...
hahahahas.
bt anyway, hes the student conductor so yah, expected tt he will have comments.
its good to improve.
i jus like to disturb him and his comments. HA!
den the other day he say my section play the chords gt buzzing sound.
den when asked to play again.
he was like
'eh, no more buzzing sound le..'
den im like 'HAHA too bad! dont have dont have!'
ahhas den i rmbered we had a J1 coming to our guitar session on friday!
den i was giving out chocos to the guitar peeps.
gave her one too ^^
hahas hope she feels welcomed!!!
on sat, we had 4parts sectional, so it was only me jack and zhenyong.
like always.
the best section 4, only 3ppl...cos one of them wasnt here.
bt we 3 most solid, mostly will be there.
den quite funny we playing the TTP den the last part we throw in the joint version of journey to spain. HAHA.
improvise~!!
hahas...den oso we played the yesterday once more, and the chords and the stufff.
it was difficult when playing with 5th position.
bt after self-practising awhile it was ok la.
den my finger very pain when i practicing.
den zy was like 'why, wad happen?' cos i keep staring n blowing my left fingers.
'nth la, jus pain'
it was quite surprising cos he is not such a caring person de.
i supposed he has become a better person not so to himself like the world revolves around him. HAHAHA
no la i say say only, bt he himself admits he is tt kind of person la. so i have nth to say too ^^
lol den he started playing marriage d amour. tt song tt im addicited to hearing.
bt i only like the version he play.
dono why.
dont misunderstood. just tt his music always have a special ingredient in it.
dono leh. HAA.
well mr choo's music are addictive too! ^^
den oso we playing the yesterday once more as an ensemble!!!
den quite ok la!
hahas. ^^
im doing 3things at the same time.
singing, listening to olivia ong[AhhHHhh!hervoicerox], studying lit, blogging.
woots.
im listening to fly me to the moon now~! ^^
oh den during ensemble i played the college dance song on the guitar den very fun. hahas
den elaine asked me how to play, den i showed her.
den in the end dono why la, elaine played the music den me and jack went crazy and started dancing to it.
SO LAME!!!!
den siok ping, zy, zy's fren, jack and me went for lunching~
actually i was supposed to stay in sch to study.
bt my headache didnt allow me to.
n oso the drowsy medicine. sigh.
yeah~
so that was how it goes.
nice day with my lovely guitar peeps. ^^
oh im singin at the cafe this wed!!!
AAHHHHHHHH
anticipation yet fear.
lol. ok la i go study my lit. BYE

2009-01-31T02:23:00.000-08:00

im getting really really really upset now.
i wish to find a good place to vent my anger, frustration, sadness, wadsoever.

why isit am i so affected by this STUUUUpid project.
i dont get it.
its jus a project.
the thing is its hard.
i dono how the bloody hell im supposed to find all the StUUUUUpid factors.
im the stupid one la.
dono how to find.
im having pretty serious internal conflicts.
i keep blaming ppl n blaming myself.
n getting irritated easily.
i wan this to stop now!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

ok i got to go.
this was supposed to make me feel better
bt i dont think i felt any better.
ARGHH
im changing my pants...too tight.
GRRRR
WHY is everything going wrong???!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why must there be shifts in gov?

2009-01-22T05:36:00.000-08:00

n m encouraged today ^^
felt like backing out of the lit performance initially..
bt was at rehearsals today, n i copied out the chords again.
den mr koh played n i sang.
haniel said he liked wad he heard, so its really encouraging!!!
n when ms chiew said 'i noe u can sing, bt u need to project ur voice more'
haas.
m happy!!!!

oh...and...
sorry for toppling over the bowl of rice.
sorry por por, i noe ure in heaven now n watching on us.
sorry for being so clumsy...
n sorry mum.

2009-01-21T05:20:00.000-08:00

arghhhhh
i shld be studying!!!!
NOWWWW
ARGHHH..
perhaps tts why now quizilla is not working...cant get in now...gt error
looks like they're trying to make me stop going there to read stories and go study!!!
bt i wana read stories!!!!!! ARGHHH
i feel kinda bad when my fren asked me hows school, n i couldnt really reply and she said
"Alot of things to do right?"
when, not really...ive been quite relaxed actually...
OOPS.
den i realised like im the slacker slacking when im in J2!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHH
i got to stop slacking...
oh man....
quizilla still cannot go in.
-.-
sigh.
4gt i shall nt go there then.
sigh
sob
sob
sob
sob....
waaaa.
okok shall stop writing.
argh...i think i go watch la corda ba...heh till 10pm..
den watch BBC or CNA.
now tts studying~!
lol...in some ways.
sigh.
gt to stop my slacking ways...
sigh sigh sigh.
phone repaired now. happy ^^
bye~
oh n mr koh said he could play the chords for me while i sing in the lit performance ^^
bt...
dono ms chiew allow anot leh...
hmm

2009-01-13T20:34:00.000-08:00

Ahahahaha
im in school now
n im still blogging.
omg...
lol...
of cos not during lessons la!!!
now lunch...
waiting fortweety to reply my msg whether wana eat lunch tgt anot...
if not i go outside eat alone. >.<
sigh...
bt anyway i have continued writing my hogwarts story..hee.
yeah...oh n im going to study hard today after lunching!!! WOOTS.
ook...
i guess i gtg now...since theres nth else to blog abt...
oh ya
ny new class is pretty nice...^^
alrights bye

2009-01-04T03:43:00.000-08:00

well well, its gona start school soon!!!

argh....study hard.

sigh.

but aniway really happy to listen to so many nice songs ^^

salut'd armor, journey to spain, so many many more.

esp the previous song tt i jus posted.

super shiokissimo[shiok to the max]!

WOOTS!

im nt gona put the title~ hahahahaa

guess guess guess~

guess correct den i put woohoo.

alrightys shall go now...print trish trash polka.

梦里的事，说出来后就没那么乱想了。。。

奇怪的梦。。。

太奇怪了。。。

2009-01-04T03:40:00.000-08:00

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply

I'd rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

On what you say or do?

I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But through the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer

Still trapped within my truth

A hesitant prize fighter

Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you've tried

I've watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2009-01-01T19:13:00.000-08:00

I still hear your voice

when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.(my dreams)

Forgive me my weakness,

but I don't know why

Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow...

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow...I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

Love this song~

2008-12-30T20:11:00.000-08:00

dadadada!!!

yst got 4e2 chalet

it was the most fun 4e2 chalet!!

[bt the most fun still..._ _ _ _]

hahahahahs!

bbut anyway the seaview was great, when me n tweety were lost.

LOL.

in the end take taxi there...frm where we lost.

it was stupid cos all the taxi had to do was u-turn and go another way....

WAaaAaaaHhhHHh

LOL.

lucky not very far.

cherlyn say very far, so scary.

well far if u walk.

bt it was still fun....at the beach...

when we reached the 4e2 chalet it was wow. ^^

big.......

cozy......

n yummy!!!

chicken wings!!!

satay!!!

hotdogs!!!!

sotong balls!!!

alot la!!!!

den we take the food to near the beach to eat.

so nice and relaxing..^^

then i told jesslyn n tweety my poem and story inspired by the guitar, piano and violin music

woohoos.

bt still gt rm for improvement..

hee.

oh and i finished writing the games proposal!!!!

WOOHOOS.

bt the buddy system haven start...

aihx....

-.-

i finished my historySBQ this morning~!

woots.

bt i kiasu i'd better send email to teacher just incase the uploading gt problem.

ok i go watch tv. BYE

2008-12-29T17:44:00.001-08:00

yanling: sorry sia, if u offended by the blog post i can take it out. tc too
cherine: HAHA i miss u babe. ^^

omgomg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

wanjing super motivated to play guitar now.
after watching the video.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

bt maybe its to me only...so yeah...
but its damn motivating.
hopefully it motivates guitar peeps too.
^^

i became siao after watching those videos.
when i off the comp
i took out my guitar and started playing
till midnight.
den in the morning take out again to play
almost missed breakfast...
scary right????
LOL.

not exaggerating, that really happened to me.
^^
n now i can proudly say im improving in salut d armour.
its a beautiful song.
so beautiful so nice so.....breathtaking...
that it takes away my breath

LOL!!
oh and the video oso let me think of publicity for our guitar concert.
omg omg omg omg omg
another video oso very motivating....
its so beautiful.........
omg...
its taking my breath away...
im dying soon...
the video ended so my breath came back.
LOL!!!
okok my purpose here is to do my history hwk online...
so i'd better get back to work.

super duper motivated to play the guitar well.
and i wana learn violin. ^^

2008-12-28T04:33:00.000-08:00

sad

my mum dun like me to go out with her.

shes afraid i'll be hurt by my fren again.

cos during sec sch, im always unhappy with her.

i seem to always get upset over a quarrel, a fight, over a silly little issue.

n basically the big incident during my olvls.

my mum felt tt i would be unhappy again, hurt again...

“ 我们当你是宝，你却让别人当你是草。”

i have almost forgotten about the unhappy events last time.

let bygones b bygones.

if u have to live life with thinking about how others used to treat u

wouldn't life be terrible?

n u will waste time hating n remembering such hateful things

life will be miserable.

bt i jus hope my mum will understand my point.

i'll be careful n not trust ppl so easily.

i will!

instead of sheltering me from the rain n the sun

why not let me be immune to it.

why not let me be able to learn to stand up and not cry jus bcos of a stupid quarrel

why not???

let me learn!!!!

i understand that my mum doesnt want me to be hurt again.

but i promise next time i will stand up for myself.

i will not cry again like a silly girl.

no matter who isit that bullies me.

sigh...

shall go do my guitar n gp stuff now.

2008-12-28T04:15:00.000-08:00

little nyonya pics!

mrt oso have such beautiful view, its simply breathtaking...

2008-12-27T18:28:00.000-08:00

yst went to the little nyonya thingy

the compass pt so many ppl. waaaa

stand n wait until siao.

leg pain!!!

LOL saw cherine too.

den gt alot of little kids want to see

den i let them stand infront to c.

they short nvm la. i still can see ^^

bt more n more kids came.

LOL.

den cherine say the ppl behind kept pushing...

then nv take pics.

i took alot!

WOOHOOs.

heeee

den after that went to meet yanling at jurong pt.

den bought shoes.

she wanted heels for presentation.

den went to see n look

den decide for a long time den settled on a black pair.

its really very nice ^^

cos we shop too long le...

the reason i gt scolded.

wasnt largely due to the fact i went jurong pt.

bt...

its hurting to put it on the blog.

in case my fren gets hurt.

i shall talk abt it another day...

2008-12-26T06:26:00.000-08:00

guitar meeting for all ICs 2dae in the morning at 9am.

i set my alarm at 8.05am.

woke up at 8.30 instead.

WALAU.

rush like mad and went out of house without eating breakfast.

held my breakfast in my hand and went to meet them den eat.

i thought i was the only late one.

bt i went there, gt elaine n SHIOK ping only.

lol. den jack came.

wahahas im nt the only late one.

den VP later, jus woke up.

lol. i worry so much.

den after that we discussed abt the camp stuff.

n i need to contact a few ppl.

den blah blah.

then we were laming at certain times.

so funny

when i talked abt the game

the imitating game, say if i picked elaine, i have to imitate her.

den jack say wad jus say _ _ _

lol

den luff like hell.

den say wad elaine go kbox.

den wad kbox gt oldies

den i suddenly sang 'lu bian yi ke rong shu xia'

den jack sang with me

den yanxin they all were like O.o

'i dont know u guys'

LOL.

luff like siao!

den we went to find DVD.

den go lunch.

bt SHIOK n elaine went off 1st

so me yanxin n jack went to eat.

den i asked wad course they wana take when they go Uni.

den we discussing abt wad we wana do

den i keep suaning jack.

he say he gt alot choices, accountancy, physcial, psychology [den i say cannot, later u drive ppl crazy if he becum psychologist], music guitar instructor maybe [den i say later the guitar peeps bcum very bad], kungfu master or smth [den i say later he teach one all dono how to fight HAHA]

den yanxin say she dono cos she doesnt really have something shes interested in.

den i ask her to go for something shes passionate about.

den she say maybe she can teach piano or smth.

COOL.

den they ask me wher i want to go

den im like anything that allows me to show my creativity.

maybe media, playwright, scriptwriter or smth.

den jack was like...

'ehh those need english very strong one leh, u can anot.'

i think he taking revenge on me for suaning him. HAHA

LOL.

den after that we talk talk talk.

den i stole jack's and yanxin's fries. HAHA.

yanxin went home

i pei jack go popular.

he say want buy card.

den help him select, he say he gt a nice card bt nv check properly is happy bdae card.

LOL.

but that card damn nice lor!!!

the envelope oso nice. HAHA.

den after that help him select present, a keychain.

den take mrt go hougang.

jack say thank me so he took the mrt to hougang to pei me den took the mrt back again to serangoon

So bo liao

i luff at him

den b4 tt he say aiyah let me b taller for a moment.

den on escalator he step on the lower one let me b taller LOL.

den he step the lower one, still like same height.

this shows how tall he is -.-

den he step lower again.

den i taller liao

DIAO....

den i told him

'im tall ok, u r jus taller!!!!!'

LOL

alrights gtg le
SLEEPING TIME FOR studying tmr!!! ^^

2008-12-25T00:22:00.000-08:00

me n shang yu
tweety qingyao me

rehearsing at srjc gz rm

sneak shots of guitar peeps at acjc

sneak shots again! hahas.

MERRY XMAS!!!

2008-12-25T00:04:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO MERRY XMAS!!!

i jus realised my pressies all bears de.
LOL. ok maybe not all.
cos still gt some photos not taken yet! hehe.

but anyway its xmas today!
n i managed to study quite alot 2dae just now.
GOOD GOOD.
i hope it was efficient.
ahhhh....
hmmm dont really know wad to write...hehe.
bt the SUMMER PARADE by Depapepe
ROCKS BIG TIME!!!

cherine oso say nice. ^^
Heeee.
ooo i wana pass xmas pressies n cards to frens...
dono when can meet them.
tmr gt guitar meeting! at kfc. sigh. cannot eat kfc. sick
FLU
AH-CHOO.
lol.
ookok i shall end my post here cos i dono wad to write.
nxt post are some photos during the guitar xmas concert!

^^

2008-12-24T00:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAE!

choco mint cake

gorgor's give me de bear ^^

lingling give me de bear n necklace =)

siliang give de bear. =D

thanks peeps. appreciate it loads.
more pics coming soon!

2008-12-23T23:51:00.000-08:00

Geraldine: u miss us right? u wana join us for guitar camp anot? 3-5Jan09. go out where ne? no la oso gt jack n zhenyong in section 4. there was once due to GCE, only me n zhenyong in section4, so diao. btw the guitar blog is revived! go see go see. the music is great too! ^^ n why didnt u go to the guitar BBQ? i was expecting u, i brought lollipop 4 u too!

yijun: hey hey im here. i jus didnt blog. HAHA. miss u too ^^ thanks for ur xmas card! ^^ frens for 8years! =DD

i changed my blogskin!
woohoos.
now to talk abt the recent events.

my bdae was pretty boring in the morning till noon++. yeah.
spent the morning reading manga. -.-

den at night went out to eat lor ^^
SUPER DUPER FULL
LOL then gt the cake! ^^

choco mint cake
bt my mum dont really like the taste.
the taste nt as good la.
bt ok la

den gt alot of ppl wish me happy bdae.
thanks peeps!!! ^^

then the next day was the guitar bbq.
went with joanne to the bbq.
n she passed me my bdae pressie! a white shirt! ^^
with weird words on it. couldnt see the words properly.
LOL. lame sia. cos i was figuring it out n reading den keep on say 'WHAT is that word?'
thanks tweety! =D

then we reached the costa sands chalet
bt the door was locked. only saw 2 guitars on the bed, n bags lying around the room.
later then gt ppl come n unlock.
den we went in play UNO.
den seniors came in later.
den jack n zy kept playing guitar.
dey can play well la!
so pro. sigh.
nt like me turtle in learning chords

*all of a sudden rmbs zy scolding me not 4 playing well*
*cries*
lol.
*thought of siok ping consoling me*
*smiles*
okok lame lame lame.
den play play play.
den i sianz le
go help out with the cooking of food.
den was quite fun despite the heat.
Burning up! burning up for u baby! [currently listening burning up btw HAHA]

the seniors were like helping out too.
den i was the only girl helping in cooking.
some other girls helped in preparing the food, the thawing the washing.
den the rest playing -.-
hahas.
the seniors were asking zy's name
then i told them
'his name is mei nu [beautiful girl]'
WAHA
i SABO him.
den luff like siao.
then jack was like 'wanjing come, i hold the butter.'
'wanjing u can oil the satay now'
'wanjing oil the chicken wings now'
den the seniors were like.
'walau. u ordering her around leh!'
then we laugh.
den gt new scandal between....=X
gt photos somemore! WAHA.
den rest awhile, den went to thaw the food.
den oil satay again.
then eat. abit only, dono why didnt felt like eating.
den the ppl cooking very thirsty.
so went to gt drinks for them
then after that cook again.
den help one of the senior take drinks.
den the other senior was like.
'EHH what abt mine? wah u good la, help him take nv help me take.'
i was like...'ehh he gt give me the cup to refill ma, u nv give me cup how i noe u want. dont waste cup mah...' in the end oso use new cup. -.-
WASTING RESOURCES!!!!!

went to prepare food n cook again.
den later watch little nyoya
we all watch like siao lidat
alot of noise.
saying why the person so stupid nv lock the door let the robert zhang rape.
den we make alot of noise saying 'AHHH NOOOO CANNOT RAPE YUZHU! NOOOO!'
'AIYAH WHY THE ROBERT ZHANG NV RAPE ZHENZHU RAPE YUZHU, SO IDIOT!'
'yah lor yah lor, why nv rape zhenzhu'
'oh no. he's going into the room liao! shitttt! nonooooo'
'joanne peh so beautiful why let the stupid guy rape! wah lau!!!! unfair unfair!'
'ehh shit! yuzhu nv lock the door! WALAU why so stupid?????'
'aRGHH!!! bloody hell! the guy go into the room liao!'
almost everyone : NOOOoooOOooOOooOOOooooOOOOOoOoooOO!!!!!
yanxin: stop the sound effects la!
jerry: u want sound effects ar? okk. *makes the woof sound* AH WOOOOO
then jerry[senior] was like saying joanne peh veryy pretty.
then yanxin was like 'go marry her la!'
jerry: i oso want
yanxin n rest: *LAUGHS*
then they were like saying which one prettier, then jerry nt happy that the rest nv say joanne peh pretty.
me: joanne peh veryy pretty ah!
jerry:YAH!!!!!
me: just that jeannette aw is the sweet kind of pretty. joanne peh is the dono wad kind of pretty. classic beauty ba...
jerry: HAHA classic beauty.

joanne peh's smile is very bright, natural n mesmirizing, to me.
jeannette aw smile sweet sweet de, bt the smile sometimes look ...dono how to say.
hahahas.

anw, we had photo-taking session
SUPERB FUN.
wish i had the photos now. den can post here.
we had the series shot.
then we pose until no pose
so i suggested.
'everyone point to the right n look there!'
den ppl were like huh?
me: oops nvm haha
them: okok can can! look to the right! *camera snaps*
me: then last pose point anywhere u like.
them: okok!

dono why, only in guitar im able to be accepted for my weird ideas, like in class n other places, cant really get accepted of my weird ideas.

therefore, WANJING LOVES GUITAR ENSEMBLE!!!!
wanjing loves guitar peeps!!!!

wished i could stay yst.
blah. nxt yr guitar chalet must stay.
MUST!!!!!
LOL.
with that i end my post. ^^

2008-12-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

woohoo long time no blog
bt here i am again blogging,
hehes.
well i must study 2dae!!! n every other day!!!
although i keep slacking. SIGHS.
hope can study effectively later...
hehe
o n mr eng n mr choo treated us to pizza yst
so nice^^

journey to spain is nice to play!!! HEH
nth else to say liao. lala

2008-12-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

xy: yeahh! meet someday!
yanling: vera one mth old? ur daughter? no i nv see ur dp. heh.

wanjing is verry tired today...
eyes are tired, sore.....
head is heavy, pain, tired...
sigh.
guitar 2dae.
bt i gt scolded by my SL.
zy so fierce, scold until i demoralized!
=(((
bt aiyah.
nvm, its true i shld have practised de.
bt he only scolded me! *poutz*
ok nvm, i shall dedicate tmr to practise guitar!! ^^
bt i feel sick man.
my eyes.....
my head....
sigh....
wanjing not happy 2dae, too tired le.

2008-12-04T19:03:00.000-08:00

woohoos.
yst xmas concert!!!
cool right.
bt abit left out cos the other schools got perform more songs.
we only performed 5.
den got soloists too.
nice sia. ^^
n oso i took pics, will upload them nxt post.
oh, and oso i was abit upset at my own performance during ding dong.
didnt play very well.
n haha we supposed to sway during rudolf.
so funny.
n guess wad when we reach there we were told to wear white top n jeans.
bt we in sch U.
den gt to go home change.
stupid sia.
damn tired.
well i guess thats all abt it! ^^

2008-11-29T19:07:00.000-08:00

yanling: hey girl, its ok there are plenty of chances next time! ^^ whats vera? n im nt acting blur.....theres such things as platonic frens.

wanjing doesnt feel like blogging much, so i shall just give a brief idea of what i did yst.
went for the snow white play.
its funny, shall go into details nxt time. ^^
m choosing blogskin now!! Hehehe.

cyaz

2008-11-27T06:18:00.000-08:00

xy: hahas! yeah. bt it was ok. cos guitar mates make it really fun.
Geraldine: hello!!!! i missed u, why werent u there? sigh.
yanling: HAHA. pls la, theres such thing as platonic friends. ^^ guys n girls can b gd frens too!

continuing from previous post...
hahas.
den after practising till 3plus, mr eng came.
den contd to practise.
den i told him that 2daes practice was fruitful!
say that we felt like very bonded n oso we improved.
yanxin really led me to listen more to other guitars!
then mr eng was like oh really? thats good.
den he heard us lor, den we really did improved.
of cos theres still alot to improve la!
bt then we really did improve.
den gt one part mr eng was explaining to us, something bt he say wrongly.
say 'i like to play with icecream'
den we luffed.
n i joked saying 'mr eng! what ice cream u like to play?' hahaas.
den we all luffed.
haha! den we carried on playing.
den we practised the SYF songs.
Salut D'armour. its so sweet. like joanne. hahaha!!!!
bt its super duper difficult!!!
ARGHHH
the chords so difficult!!!!
RAHHH
den eudora went over to play melody
cos very hard to teach.
so i dedicate tmr to play guitar n mug!
hehes. of cos play comp too! oso must go jogging.
den we practise until too tired le, mr eng let us rest.
den during the break oso gt the re-audition for those who cant make it in the 1st round.
mr eng ask me help out since no one in section 4 going for re-audition.
so i helped out.
although no break bt nvm la, another chance for me to practise ding dong song! hahaha!
den the others kinda can tell nv practise...
except bernice la! she did well.
den the rest really need more practice.
den i did ok, bt of cos still room for improvement!
den practise again....
blah blah den gt meeting with mr eng n mr choo.
den EXCO n SLs involved in meeting.
we went to eat tgt den meeting lor.
till 9plus.
den very late bt mr choo send me n tweety home.
HEHE
mr choo oso gt another funny side cos on the way to dinner, he was like
'see who reach the coffee shop 1st!' den he ran to his van.
den we all run like siao to the coffeeshop
den he lost la. den he say need to put coupon...
den yanxin was like 'no excuses la!'
so funny
den the auntie called me mei nu. so lame. den i was like.
'nono im nt the mei nu, zhenyong is.' den i pointed to him.
den she say bu shi la shi shuai ge.
den im like.
LOL.
nono hes mei nu!!! HAHAAH.
so lame. den we ate n have meeting.
it was fruitful too.
the most efficient guitar session ever was yst
love it!!!!
^^

oh yes, good luck to all those taking the guitar exam! im sure u guys can do it!
oo yah, yanxin n zhenyong are monsters. cos he drew the monster den he write its yanxin. den yanxin changed it to him HAHAHAHA.
oooh den we got guitar jacket!!! hehes. brown n white or smth. reminds me of white chocos. LOL
den oso zhenyong tell me he wana put his nickname.
den he say his nick very funny, tell me dont luff. den i listen to the origin of his nick.
den i laughed abit. den i was like 'oops, sorry sorry. bt its cute la!' zhen3zhen2!!! HAHA.

alright thats all for wed's practice.

todays one was springcleaning!!!
clean the guitars.
bt not enuff time.
den we go longjohns eat
YUMMY!
jingjing loves fish wrap! ^^
oh mr eng studying now, so all the best for studies mr eng!!!
thats all for now.
shall go sleep n do more work tmr!
bye!!!

2008-11-26T16:46:00.000-08:00

omg theres so many things to blog about!!!!
WAHAHA
yst gt guitar practice.
full-day pract.
so it was like...
alot of things happen la!!!
woohoos...
LOL i seriously dono where to start.
listening to the stairway to heaven song now.
'i miss you'
2dae still need to go n clean guitars.
nvm, take it as working hard for the ensemble.
anyway, yst we improved in guitar!!!
as an ensemble.
so encouraging
then section4 were SUPER lame
ahhahahas.
we all make fun of the xmas songs lor.
rudolf the red nose reindeer become rudolf the useless raindeer, then when playing we sang to those stupid lyrics. bt i was luffing the whole time. LOL. den oso managed to play abit la.
LOL
its just super funny.
den angels from the realms of glory become devils from the realms of hell. bt that was said by the primary school kids tt mr eng taught la!
LOL.
den ding dong merrily on high became xiao ding dong merrily
den the litttle town of bethlehem became...man i don wana say it, its horrendous.
that stupid Zy and Jack lor. damn vulgar!!!!

den yanxin was being conductor that time, zy slacking.
den yanxin was good! i managed to hear our ensemble playing tgt!
den we were like very bonded lor, bcos section 4, [my section] were full of nonsence.
i kept immitating yanxin's high pitch voice.
so funnny. then we all crapped la. section 4 crapping like mad.
although there were a little teeny weeny bit of things la, like eudora was offended at my joke. bt aiyah, i thinks its alright le. Hahas, cos she gt talk to me.

ooo den hor when going for lunch, walking out of sch, passing by canteen, i almost tripped on the stairs, den i gripped tightly onto zy's hand, he happen to be beside la. LOL. den i was like.... AHHHHHHH den grip his hand. LOL. den i was like phew~ hahahhaas.
thanks for catching me when i fell ^^

then b4 lunch i bumped intp jack while i was jumping ard like crazy. HHAHAHAA. i oso bumped into him in another incident, bt i 4gt. LOL. den on the bus i bumped into Zy. LOL. keep bumping into ppl. den i took photo of joanne eating at KFC. HAHAH. oooh n i met mrs teo there! hahas. aiyah gt alot of things to say la!! i after cleaning guitars den come back to blog. HEHE. kk bye for now.

2008-11-22T18:18:00.000-08:00

me n Peu~!!! pretty girls, cut any style oso nice la, so dont worry abt ur fringe!

youth event gang. ^^

i 4gt to upload the pic of the spicy chicken. RAH

lazy to connect the phone again.

nxt time la. HAHA

ooo there were ppl from SR as well.

Amanda, Jiajia, Greg, timothy....

amanda is funny.

jiajia is sweet.

Greg is....

he damn gay la!!!!

he speak like abit sissy lidat,

i ask amanda wan choco anot, she say dont wan

den greg was like

'Ehh, u ask her nv ask me...' in a very gay voice.

wanjing was stunned!!

LOL.

den i fed him with the chocos, so weird sia, nv feed guys with choco b4.

ooo i 4gt to take photos of the gifts they got for me, for encouragement n welcome to the youth event. hehes. will take it soon n upload it.

they got me kinder surprise, skittles, pocky, and a card with a msg from huiqi! ^^

oh come to think of it, i rmb greg in sr le, i told him the laptop that he was abt to use was faulty.

HAHA.

getting familiar now.

LOL.

alrights shall consider going youth event nxt week.

see how la...

hehes.

alrights. gtg

2008-11-22T17:55:00.000-08:00

replying tags~
xy: yays, i go ur hse ok~!! on 27th maybe? heehe
yanling: whats so suspicious? zy is zhenyong, the student conductor lor.
Aaron: ... nth to say.
waahahhas yst was fun~!
i went youth event yst
with peu, huiqi n gang
met many new frens
from SR n other places too!!!
at start it felt weird
esp when they were chanting.
bt it was ok la.
just bu xi guan.
n oso i didnt know the youth event is largely on their religion.
bt it was ok.
then after the whole thing i went for the games part.
it was fun la~!!!!
we played some blow wind blow thingy.
den play some catcher gaming thingy.
the most fun part was the acting part!!
our group gt peu, huiqi, gavin, gilbert n another guy dono how to spell his name.
den our group supposed to act money nt enuff.
so we selected a few scenes of the movie to act.
i was acting as peu's and gilbert's daughter.
den my daddy invest until bankrupt so me n peu havta go sing GE-TAI.
SO FUNNY
den the last scene is the peu tell the son 'ah boy ar, wa chui boh wah eh lai sa'
funny lor.
from acting scene to comedy.
HAHA.
den after the acting, the leaders acted for us..
den eat snacks n green tea.
hehes.
den we had dinner!
it was super worth it la!
$6.90 for a set meal plus free flow of drinks n ice cream.
i ate spicy chicken and drank rootbeer with float.
hehe
love it when the vanila ice-cream mixed with the rootbeer. ^^
woohoos.
photos will b uploaded on the next post like usual!!

2008-11-21T17:43:00.000-08:00

teachers were dancing to college dance!!! can u believe it man!

guitar mates. LOVE GUITAR 4 ^^ C-O-C-O-N-U-T

GUITAR MATES ^^

guitar sem: ACJC

me and shihui, with yanxin's fingers at the back.
LOVE GUITAR.

2008-11-21T05:10:00.000-08:00

woohoo theres quite alot to talk about today, and i dont know where to start.
alrights.
i passed the audition for xmas audition!!!
WOOHOOS
WOOTS~!
wanjing rulez.
lol.
jkjk.
wahahahas.
geraldine say she might be going poly instead.
sad sad sad
i improved in guitar le!
could learn chords quite fast ^^
hehehehes..
oh there were funny things.
zhen yong say if we were to play the funeral song for SYF
we will get gold with honors.
like OMG.
i luff until kanasai when he said that.
n oso when he and jack described n played it on the guitar
den say wad invite priest to come n chant...
WALAU
its SUPER FUNNY!!!!!!
den i say put in special event, sing along session.
den zhenyong luff untill siao
den we all luff luff..
it was like total LOL.
den we kept practising chords lor
den after that uncle wana close doors so we went to stair case n play.
geraldine n anna go toilet
very long, den zy ask, go so long, gt party isit?
lol...
den we went for ensemble.
mr choo say we improve~!
so... YAY!!!!!!!!
heheees.
den after ensemble end, jack kept calling anna wanjing.
he keep calling her with my name.
even after reminders he still call anna, wanjing.
geraldine say... "SCANDALOUS"
den jack's face turn red.
LOL.
bt he said his face was already red liao.
so funny.
lame sia.
at 1st i dono wad was going on.
until i kept pestering them to tell me.
den they explain.
so funny.
den after that went back lor.
sleepy now. shall upload pics in nxt post. ^^

2008-11-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

2dae was a pretty good day.
had a pretty gd chat with viv.
more closer ba!
quite happy 2dae, get to talk alot with viv, jacq, juli that group
quite happy.
talk most with viv. ^^
managed to do one page of gp notes on media violence just now.
hoorays~!
tmr can wake up later.
^^
during guitar quite frightening when mr choo tell us one by one play the part, den he say i play wrongly, anna make same mistake as me, eudora play alot wrong.
so scary!
bt i figured out wad the mistake was in the end.
so ya, it was ok la.
n i wore zhenyong's jacket for fun.
it wasnt jacket, dono wad word for it.
i didnt know his hands so long.
cos when i wore his jacket, the sleeves were super long la~!
lol, he say he got collection of sweaters n jackets n blah blah blah.
n seriously tt guy looks good in jackets. LOL.

shall go find classical songs now~! hehehes.

2008-11-14T04:05:00.000-08:00

woots~ i went to watch high sch musical with yifen yst~!
the movie is quite ok
the Troy and G dancing part was pretty sweet and nice ^^
The last waltz.
so cool.
oh n the troy's fren 4gt his name
when he asked his gf out to prom it was like super funny la~!
oh i simply love the song now or never~!
^^
troy n G damn sweet la. =D
well thats all for high school muscical.
unless theres university musical
LOL~!

o and ive been having dizzy spells since last night.
till this afternoon.
now im ok ler~!
hope that i wun be dizzy again.
i dont want to be dizzy again!
i skipped guitar bcos of that.
zzzz.
ok la
i gtg~! ^^

2008-11-12T05:24:00.000-08:00

lalala there was guitar 2dae, like always it was so-so lor.
b4 there i went to eat rahmen.
nv going there ever again!!!
cos its sooooo EX!!!!
n the food isnt really nice..
sigh.
the mention of that rahmen makes me feel bloated again.
lol, shall upload pics of the rahmen and side dishes in the nxt post~! hehes.
the side dishes are nice btw. jus nt the rahmen.
hehes.
ohhh am looking 4ward to xmas concert.
n oso will be studying in sch during December holidays.
would be meeting zhenyong to study tgt.
maybe with huiling too, nt sure.
HAHA
n quite honored that he wants me to TEACH him econs.
cos im nt really very very good at it.
TEACH~!
from the starting somemore.
lol.

oh yeah im going to watch high school musical 3 tmr with yifen~!!! hehehe
looking forward ^^
bye gtg~!

2008-11-11T06:09:00.000-08:00

jiayi grow up aredi!!! lol

me and jiayi

jiayi n his mum!

jiayi's brother jiacheng! cute right???

jiacheng damn cute la!!!

jiacheng~!! ^^

cutie jiacheng.

woohoos, jiacheng

love babies. ^^

oh i cut my hair 2dae, i think it kinda sucked.

2008-11-11T02:30:00.000-08:00

i shall use jie's way to reply tags on blog now!!! HEHEHE =P
To:
XiaoPei: YO jie! ^^ ok i will do ur blog test when i hav time.
yanling ♥: yoyo, my real holidays will start on 25 nov, now supplementary lessons.

lalalas. supplementary lessons starts 2dae!!!
well i really need time to adapt to the current social circle i have.
my pal is gone for now, so i havta hang out with the other frens in my class.
i dont really know wad to talk to them, so its kinda kinda lonely.
i feel quite empty cos i dont really have one gd fren from this new social circle.
bt theres this fren who is very nice, talks to me and tell me i should go out more often, say its nt very good to always stay at home, my world revolve ard veryy little things, and that she concerned with me, say must go out more. n that she loves me as a fren.
glad to hear that n i really really appreciate her for the effort she puts in to being a closer fren with me.
really really appreciated it.
thanks alot viv! ^^
SUPER HUNGRY NOW.
GTG EAT.
bye~!
PS: will upload jiacheng pics soon. hehe.

2008-11-05T03:48:00.000-08:00

LALALALALALAS
end of OP!
end of OP!
end of OP!
end of OP!
this post is dedicated to the end of OP!
wahahahahhaas

2008-11-01T18:44:00.000-07:00

im like...feeling weird this few days.
rah.
its jus an oral presentation.
i did that in NVSS b4.
i did that well even.
so what is the stupid reason that i cant do well this time.
=(((
lack of confidence?
why why why?
what happened to the me that could speak well???
what happened???!!!!!
WHAT HAPPENED????
WHAT HAPPENED.....
lol.
drama.
im imagining the storm scene. of me screaming and shouting cursing....
lol, like as if that will happened.
hahahahaha.
dono wad i toking la.
im jus disappointed that i cant speak as well as i could.
well....
later got PW meeting.
to rehearse for Oral presentation......
although i wonder how we presenting at PS la.
like...
WEIRD RIGHT.
go ps which corner in that place can present.
so diaoz.
bt i dono la.
i jus seriously wonder what i can do abt improving my OP.
=(((
=(((
=(((
its[OP] the reason for the teardrops on my guitar....
hahahahaas. lame sia.
now listening to that song mah...so just lame lame put it inside lor.
dont feel like going to meeting 2dae.
can i jus dont go.
i had a premonition[sp] that we wont do much..
sigh.
dono la.
PRAY HARD that it wun b a waste of time.
and that i will improve in OP.
HEH.
aiyah..................
sianz to the fullest.
o i went to visit jiayi yst!!!
^^
he grew so much taller.
less cuter. bt.
still jiayi ^^
his brother jiacheng oso veryy cute.
they both smile ALOT.
so cute la!
both of dem, keep smiling.
CUTE~!!!!!
nxt time gt time den i put pics. hehe.
hmmm
chinese paper is over liao.
dono how i did.
i felt my compo was good, bt after thinking n thinking, i wonder if ive written out of point anot.
RAH.
ok nvm.
dont tok abt it for now.
sigh.
OOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
OP...
OP...
OP...
.....
...
...
...
...
...

2008-10-27T01:10:00.000-07:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh ohCause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh ohI got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love storyBaby, just say yes
Oh oh ohOh oh oh oh'
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

in my interpretation, i interpretated it emo-ly.
lol,
only in a love story
this will happen.
cos they keep saying
love story
so say yes.
am i pessi or wad??
LOL.
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
so lor, if its not, so dont
if it isnt a love story,
they will not end up tgt.
omg. so pessi!

waaa i want to shoot this video leh
i wana be a director now.
=))
or a playwright
anything where i can use my creativity in such things.

2008-10-26T20:20:00.000-07:00

i jus learnt how to play abit of the pu gong yin de yue ding le!!!!
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAAAH
bt maybe not the correct version.
dono la, havta ask ZY.
woohoos i talked to YJ 2dae, so happy.
so long nv tok to her aredi. =)))
miss her loads man.
i miss ELISE TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ELI!!!!!!!!!!!!
waaah
YJ!!!!!
ELI!!!!
WAAAH
tok to YL yst too!!!
hope shes better.

we all have problems in our lives.
and as long as we put our heart and soul into wad we're doing.
even if we dont gt the results as we desired.
we know we tried.
n thats enuff.
wadever happens, u know u tried ur best.
trying ur best = subjective.
to some ppl
few times = ur best
alot of times = ur best
one time = ur best
still ongoing doing many times = ur best.
its subjective!
its all in the head!!!!
SO everyone
JIAYOUS!!!!
i have my problems, n it took a long time before things were improving.
no use gazing at the grass on the other side.
u'll feel worse wun ya?
so why gaze there?
appreciate ur own grass.
n plant something nice.
plant with ur heart, and soul.
=DD

2008-10-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

i submitted the WR liao
yay.
WR - RIP from year 2008-2008
LOL!!!!
if i gt photoshop i go design one tombstone with WR RIP
^^
omg im so evil.
recently gt alot of things to blog actually bt i dono where to start n i dono how to say.
LOL.
bt anyway went for lunch as a class. ^^
since a fren of mine wun be with me anymore, its really sad that i might be faced with loneliness in the near future.
sad. i mus learn to adapt to stay with this class im in.
i seriously must bond with them liao.
must open up to them. cannot keep to myself >.< wanjing so weird, shy at times. bt anyway 2dae theres something that caused me to gain somekind of an insight, i would say.
during lunch i didnt felt like eating, i was sitting with class they all.
den dono how i was asked abt eye candies or smth...
den wad i have cute guitar seniors.
i misinterpretated la. to me my cute guitar seniors are the 2 POS.
LOL.... 'Kelly' and 'Ossywinny' bt to them are those CUTE, HOT guys.
not my interpretation of cute characteristics cos they veryy amusing n funny. d
en they are like 'WOA!' when i say gt 2 seniors veryy cute like to disturb me.
they wu hui, tot is hot guys that kind of CUTE.
bt they didnt know i was refering to tt kind of cute ba, i only realise it after they were saying certain guys that are considered eyecandies.
so i was like. hmmm... gain some insights ba, wads on the outside seriously doesnt matter. everyone has their superficial sides, me too, its just that i weigh the insides more =D
if u go for someone who has looks only, its actually a selfish thing cos if u put urself in that person's shoes, how will u feel?
i oso have my own eyecandy, is just that im nt SIAO over it.
hahas. =DD n i oso dont have one whole list like they all la.. crazy sia. n valerie became crazy when i told her during guitar orientation my mortal was xw, i was his angel n gave him a gift. Lol. val was like 'WHAT?!!!!!?!?!' her eyes were super super big like that... O_O
LOL.
den she say dont want to speak to me liao.
Diaoz.
den say he very shuai blah blah blah
i was like
shuai meh
?
LOL
my taste is different i suppose.
WAHA
my taste is childish taste.
i like ppl who are childish.
LOL
no la....
i go for the FEEL~!!!!!
^^
speaking of feel im sure this scene is very romantic ba.
picture a guy and a girl in a classroom, others were not there at tt pt of time, den the guy flips his scores and showed the girl.
the girl came across a score for the chords of this song 'Love Me' by Collin Raye
then she was excited and asked the guy if he knew how to play those guitar chords.
he tried to play abit of it, n the girl 4gt how to sing the song.
so couldnt sing it out loud, n she didnt dare to.
the guy was figuring out the song, n he sang a few sentances, n laughed at the fact that he didnt know how to sing the whole song, plus playing the chords.
hearing the guy singing she sang abit of the song bt stopped after awhile, when he didnt play the chords. although it was short, it was memorable.
FeeL of writing stories again sia
LOL, i feel like writing a story during commendation day when given addresses by...
hahas. the dialogue just sprang into my mind in the guys POV, the girls dilemma, n blah blah
chinese story somemore..
feel like writing.
as recemended by ZY, i reading ichigo 100% now.
some parts quite...... PE_____
lol.
bt the content is funny la. interesting oso.
jus i wonder whats so nice abt manaka for the 3girls to like.
for toujo i understand. same dreams wad... =))
for the rest i dont understand why they like him.
LOL.
HAHA love is blind maybe.
listening to one step at a time
woots.
we live and we learn to take one step at a time.
its like learning to fly or falling in love.
...
one step at a time.
LOL.
there are still stuff to talk abt, bt i dono how to contd.
in ur face if the door keep slamming.
lol i stil typing the lyrics.
its gona happen when we find the reason why...one step at a time
ok la
nth else to add on 4 now ^^

2008-10-23T16:14:00.000-07:00

once again im posting bloggie at an unappropriate time.
7.15am.
lucky school starts 8.30am 2dae
^^
gt time to print + more time to sleep
hahahaha.
anyway i slept at 2am++
n here i am now contd to print WR.
waaaa.
cool right.
wanjing so strong.
LOL.
JK!!!!
wahahas.
lame.
i siao aredi.
PW drove me crazy.
anyway im thinking how much i shld charge my PW grp members for printing.
LOL
1dola enuff ma?
1dola each.
think shld b fine.
1.30cents plus disc.
round up, since use 2 disc.
$1.50
woohoo
im a stingy fellow.
bt hey, my printer ink really use alot..........................
i very sad ok.
walau! i put in one big stack of paper, finish printing those liao??!!!
waaa
shld i put the $ needed for paper oso?
lol...
i feel miser.
LOL.
my $$
LOL
kill trees sia.
i wan my breakfast...NOW..
printing the 2nd copy now.
things are going well for now.
now gona burn the CD
yes, set it on fire.
-_-cos nt la.
lol
omg burning that time like gt problem lidat.
Oh no.
pls i praying......
>.<

2008-10-21T16:03:00.000-07:00

my 'BED' in the library, on the floor. thats my pillow...
a cute kid.
cute sticker on siong wei's file
sticker~
cherine n me! last time when cutting hair
im posting at 7.07am! wa cos printing WR now...k la bye

2008-10-21T10:18:00.001-07:00

im so tired.
stil waiting for E to reply.
den can print the things she gona send.
oman
dead
now printing Biblo...
later printing Appendix...
den print WR
....
zzzz...

2008-10-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

LALALALAs
i took a photo of my sleeping spot in the library with my bag as the pillow!
LOL.
photos on nxt post like always.
oso gt other photos.
Sianz, now doing PW...tmr final submission....
WAaaaaaAAaAaaa
and still gt things not yet done. =((((
(u_u) sad face.
aihx.
sianz sia.
k la i gtg.

2008-10-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

guess wad???

i slept in library 2dae!!!

lol.

on the library floor somemore..

LOL.

the witch wasnt in library 2dae so can sleep in ease.

if magenta sleeping, sure wun gt disturbed.

i slept for like half an hour ba.

bt it wasnt REAL sleeping.

LOL

dono how to say la.

anyway PW was earlier. supposed to b 2 plus.

den change to 1pm den till 3plus...

WAAA so long.

den ate late lunch at 4plus.

aiyohhhhh

lol.

nth much to sae.

BYE~

2008-10-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

during the time i was waiting....

at city hall mrt, raffles place.. saw the fountain, took a pic
near marina square, saw this cool wheel.
cute bears!

lanterns lights at the soup restaurant. EXPENSIVE LA.

2008-10-18T06:01:00.000-07:00

lalalas, supposed to meet my PW grp for PW todae...
supposed to meet at 10am at cityhall mrt.
bt den Eileen had violin, so became 11am.
den while waiting did my chinese stuff at tables at hg mall.
den after that we discussed some chap4 stuff.
den mag late, den decided to meet her at PS instead.
den she say she dont wana meet me since only take photos only n so little ppl there...
so in the end. Lidat lor.
sigh, den at night eat dinner with mum n dad at hg mall.
at the soup restaurant.
EXPENSIVE LA!
dun go there.
bt the chicken n prawn not bad. lol.
k la gtg. pictures on nxt post.
btw, any blogskin to intro for me? hahas i wan a new blogskin^^

2008-10-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

lalalaalallas

wanjing is satisfied with her promo results =DDD

can promote!

which means i improved alot!

from 24 points...

45!!!

ard there la, cos i added chinese inside, haven rebase to upon 80.

not bad right?

=DDDD

Promo results

ECONS: E

HISTORY: E

LITERATURE: S

MATHS: B [I think]

CHINESE: B

GP: S

total: 45pts.

YAYSSS XD

2008-10-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

wanjing is sick.
sigh
i should have took out my umbrella on wed.
aiyoh....
drenched by rain.
i rmb telling tweety 'handsome men cant be hurt by water'
even though im a girl.
BUT.
HEY, haruhi said that too ok!
lol.
im suffering frm a cold now.
n i hate the feeling of sleeping and sleeping again.
cos the medicine is drowsy.
sianz....
=((
bt i'll get well soon.
sick still need to do PW.
so sianz.
alrights shall go do PW now.

2008-10-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

Pictures as promised!

i took fancy to this glass!

i like this wall
the same glass
yellow and white top =) the nice dress~! it was bought
white dress, didnt buy it.

gorgor looks good in these tops. =D

2008-10-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

Woohoos, me and my family went msia todae.
went to eat at stonegrill.
quite nice la, not bad =DDD
i took a fancy to the glass, so i took photos of it.
i liked the wall too.
LOL
den we went to take neoprints as a family!!!
=DD
then papa had to went home 1st.
den we went window-shopping.
but it turned out to be shopping instead.
LOL.
=DD wahahas i bought 2 things.
1 top and 1 dress.
HEHE
weird right cos i buy dress.
when will wanjing wear dresses?
lol bt that dress is ok la, i will wear one.
its not the kind of girly kind, so ya, i dont mind wearing it.
=D
bt my gor said i look like im pregnant wearing that.
WTH!!!!
den my mum say no la, i jus look fat only.
CHEI
fat sae fat la.
WHY SAY PREGNANT.
-_-
so mean.
lol.
my gor gor oso gt buy things, he tried 2 tops and 1 pants.
bought the pants only. cos the top not worth it. expensive!
den after tt gor gor no mood to shop for clothes liao.
dono why.
den i was considering to buy mini jacket.
in the end nv buy cos couldnt find one that i REALLY REALLY like.
yeah..
alright, pictures time. on the next post, but i dono why i cant upload pics. so wait for the pics ba!

2008-10-04T07:59:00.000-07:00

hmm i finished watching ouran liao.
BLAH. i didnt really like the ending.
it leaves me empty and dissatisfied.
WAAAAA
why never put a proper ending of who haruhi ends up with?
WHYYY???
bcos the sky is so high.
LOL.
so sad. i wan my gd ouran ending. soooo saddd
WAAA
anyway i like honey senpai! WOOHOOS.
nxt best, for now i like kyouya.
hehes.
dono why.
the starting song kyouya bend down with one knee on the ground infront of haruhi so gentleman.
*dreamy look*
o man.
tamaki is funny la. his dad oso very funny.
LOL.
both kyouya n tamaki's dad wan haruhi to marry their sons.
woah seh. nt bad hor?
haahas.
kyouya is cute when he is punching the sofa in episode 24!
hehe
honey senpai is cute in the toothache episode! he so cute sia.
during the vacation episode, they competing for the guest room, honey senpai was so cute lor.
WAHA.
tamaki rocks when playing the piano.
LOVE IT LOADS!!!!
honey senpai damm cute n funny during the episode when the twins fight.
he use the cake to settle their dispute, he tried. bt twins irritated la. so funny, den the mori-senpai pick him up. bt honey-senpai damn cute la!!!
oh n when the twins fight they throw things at each other oso funny, den they threw honey-senpai too. WAHAHAs.
OMG n the Ouran imitating the Lobelia[sp] singing. n they all bcum females DAMN FUNNY
n the part where the host club visit haruhi's hse. whahas
'okay, since its a tight space, everyone get into ur PE sitting position. its a method commoners invented to save space' FUNNY
omg omg im so crazy over host club.
alrights. gtg. SLEEPPP
zzZZzzzZZZZzzzZZ

2008-10-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

HEHE cute right.

melody, cute right?

i dono wad this is, but its cute la hehes

ling and me. hahas i look funny la.
pasta! i 4gt to take a photo of the empty plate. den can put b4 n after.
chip n dale! CUTE RIGHT? ehehehe

afraid of being murdered, i minimize the photo =P

2008-10-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

today i met up with ling! woohoo
the curse broke liao. LOL
hmm photos will b uploaded later. =D
anyway we went PS
den ate swensons.
woohoos i took alot of photos of soft toys wor! woohoos. =D
o man ouran high school host club only gt 26 Epsidoes.
OMAN
so little.
so fast finish
so fast gone
so fast no more.
waaaaa
dun wan dun wan.
lol. nvm
am watching ouran and crimebusters now.
cool right. watching 2 things and blogging at the same time!
alright i lied.
i paused ouran and watched TV and blogged now.
so im doing 2 things at the same time. not bad liao lor.
okok lame lame lame.
woohoo i finished reading vanitee bee.
ITS NICE LA!!!!!
MAGIC, wad can u expect.
woohoos, bt its not perfect enough cos lindsay and jay din end up tgt.
i was so so so so so so so SOOOOOOOOOO expecting that.
sad sia.
bt nvm la.
at least it was an interesting book jus with a unsatisfied ending
hahas.
=DD ooo wells ouran host club is amusing la.
left 6 more episodes then no more le =((
alrights i shall upload the photos for 2dae in the next post! =D

2008-09-18T05:24:00.000-07:00

am super stressed
cos i felt like i wasted the day.
just couldnt stop crying
tears just seem to well up every few minutes
why cant i jus relax
n not cry
why am i such an idiot
i dont want to be this way
i wish u could be more nurturing n not flare up tt easily.
bt i understand tt wad u say is true, that im irresponsible, tt i shld really cope on my emotions by myself instead of crying n saying the same things over n over again.
bt i really hope when i cry u could just hug me tight n say 'its ok, u can one...'
instead of flaring up...
bt i know u've tried ur best in curbing ur anger la..
bt still...
sigh, why isit when i think abt u now, i will feel like crying
bt still i love u mum.

i hope things will change for the better.

2008-09-11T18:45:00.000-07:00

LALALALALALAS
im here~!
blogging even though its school time!!
HHEHEHEHEH
so funn to do things when not supposed to do..
=PPPP
anyways need to mug later
oya mug = rob
bt im nt robbing later la, dont misunderstand
just tt mug oso happens to = rob!!!
hahahahahas
=))
gona mug till school closes.
den sleep early [try to...] den sat go out mug again.
WOOHOOS
sounds like a good plan...
hmmm nth else to say, gtg do blog quizzes for fun

2008-09-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

LALALA.

i studied for DECOLONISATION

when todays test is pre-war.

good right?

aiyahhhh

nxt week den is DECOLO...

aiyahhhh

anyway its christine bdae today!

happy bdae! =DDDD

we went new york to eat, bt i ate dessert only, den eat dinner at home.

new york is a must go.

the food looks damn nice.

the dessert is damn FULLL

i actuali no need to eat dinner one lor!

LOL, bt i scared i gastric, so i still ate rice.

OMg, sure fatten up one =O

hahas.

nvm, shall go run sat morning or sunday...hahas.

anyway i studied with my frens, n i took photos of dem without them knowing AGAIN

Jack, Zhen Yong, Jovien, respectively. hehes i still gt take kid picture! kawaii nehs~

jack didnt study btw, he just crapped n disturbed me and zhenyong.

jovien studied with me another day, both of us only. we ate hokkien mee wif lots of CHILI!

hehes. n i took a photo of her file.

n thats my 11km cert. COOL right??? =D running 11km = donating 11dolas.

SO HAPPY i did my part for SDSC!

btw the kids were a teacher's children.

one of dem joined some ppl for consultation

CUTE LARS!

ok gtg. BYE!

2008-09-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO WELLOS.

sat me and dabian number1 studying, den we went into this shop with this very cute dice floating.

LOL not floating la, hanging above.

can be seen from here...

Hmm and then i did my maths today ok!!!! im no slacker! hehes

i oso have drawings to motivate me to do my maths...ahas

oh, and funny jacq and nana giving funny lectures on othello. so funny la, laughable, gt hongkong accent, indian accent. so FUNNY! see nana oso luff like siao.

oh and heres a photo of me and my brother!!! hehehs. cute hors? n i seriously look like a boi

boi boi. LOL ok la gtg to do my EOM =((( emo-ing.

k bye!!!

2008-09-05T04:55:00.000-07:00

went out to mug with dabian no.1 and 3.

hehes. heres some photos taken without their notice. WAHAHAs i feel so funny

Dabian number 1 and 3!!

Dabian number1!!!

dabian number3!

heheehes thanks man guys, for pei-ing me to study despite u guys are having holidays now.

appreciated it alot!

hmm i guess thats all i have to say for now.

n i think i will be able to make it for my promos la.

=DD i will promote! =D

2008-09-04T01:12:00.001-07:00

im feeling okay now.

n i finished studying ORIGINS OF CW!!!!!

yays. kinda finished la. not entirely maybe.

will be starting on End of CW tonight. Extension i gt time den study...

o i need to do my hwk man. lol

n i need to do a timed practice for origins of CW!!!

AaaaaAAaa

im dedicating my whole holiday to studying history

econs see how la...LOL

anyway 1a02 went sci centre, heres some pics...

we took this photo while waiting for the omni max movie

took this outside sci centre

this is cool right? i love it

hahas myself on the 'Tv' screen

chicks hatching!!!

then i met yijun n eliz jie my beloved <3>

why so shy??? dabian no1 and 3

dabian number 3!!! HEHEHE

so funny, we went to play arcade! =DDD

wahas k la shall blog till her, gona go bathe. dun miss me bloggie!

2008-08-30T23:45:00.000-07:00

im nt feeling right again...
sianzness in me DD=
nt happy!!!!!
moody ba...
sianz
i have to study nowwwwww....
bye....

2008-08-29T05:34:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO teacher's day celeb 2dae.

last night was wrapping sweets for tcher

wrap until almost vomit blood.

hahas. bt ok la. =DD
concert at SR was kinda....booooring.

well no offence.

ella ella eh eh under my umbrella.

LOL

one grp sang an edited version of that song.
went back nvss too!!!

concert quite sianz oso.

they giv award to tcher.

most approachable award goes to some new teacher i think

most fashionable female teacher mdm nashita, male MR RASHIDIN!!!

they CATWALKED!!!

WOOTS

lol.

den talented tcher is mr marvin chan

loudest tcher is mr WILLIAM GOH!!!

hahahahas.

funnyyy.

o well 4e2 peeps were there too, took some photos with them! =DD

took photos with tchers too!

mrs singh and me!

me and ms chang

pink bao n me, oops ms chen la

LAO HUANG!!! OOPS huang laoshi

Me and lizhen

Me and MR AWWWW!

Me and janice with pris popping behind. hahas

Some dao pok session....

poor lewis....

me cherine julianna joan!

ME AND YIFENNN!!! we met at CP to see tanglaoshi, 4gt to take photo of her D=

hahas k la shall blog till here. gtg study later.

CYAZ happy teachers day!

2008-08-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

IM IN SCHOOL NOW DURING LESSONS AND IM BLOGGING OVER HERE!!!
WOOHOOS
so fun to do something that im nt supposed to. hahaha
its PW lesson now.
tcher says my eom is fine.
i hope its an EE
woohoo
i scared sia, our grp WR
like Sh*t lidattt
no substantiation
nth much!!!!
GRR
i think my PW grade sure is C
mok says we might get a D instead.
man its so bloody scary and worrying la.
sigh.
anyway im thirsty.
bt my bottle in another place
sigh have to walk to get it so sadddd
later den go get my bottle to drink.
WAAAAAAAAAAA
go back to class oso dono do wad.
they bz wif their eom
i oso cannot discuss the WR with them
sianzness
theres guitar later!!!
hahas i rmb last time gt the wrong feeling
cuo jue.
shall nt elaborate much here
bt anyway i love it when he plays pu gong yin de yue ding la.
ok la tata
gtg.

2008-08-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

LALALALALALS

im better today

not so much feeling lousy and stuff.

=DDD

looking 4ward to meeting up with eliz n yijun.

need to find time to meet up with lingz, cherine amanda as well.

lingz! free on friday anot? i going NVSS to visit teachers! shun bian meet for lunch?

hahas.

o well i need to finish my econs later.

i redo the DRQ, tmr submit to ms lee see if i write properly anot.

i think the last part sure wrong one.

LOL dono larh, at least i tried!

o well i gtg then!

pic of me and my mum, just feel like posting the pic, no apparent reason, ahas.

2008-08-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

wanjing is monstered by moody emotions.
i dono larh, feel veryy moody recently.
keep worrying about the up-coming promotional exams.
i think i'll retain.
i dont know...
i have this feeling that i'll most probably retain.
maybe im just feeling pessimistic for now.
hopefully after sometime i can get motivated again.
even if im promoted, i doubt i can get into a Uni.
sigh.
why am i feeling this way.
i dont like this insecure feeling.
i wan to feel confident.
i dont want to feel like a loser.
i dont wana feel lousy.
i dont like this feeling!!!!
now doing GP essay. feel demoralised. bcos im not good at GP
sigh, this afternoon went for a lit play. didnt really manage to relate much of the play to Spore ID
so its like, if i didnt go, i could have used the time to study...
I M MOODY AND FRUSTRATED!!!!!
I DONT LIKE THIS FEELING....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i want my secondary school days la..........
WAaaaaAaaAaaaaAAAa
wanjing is not happy.
sigh.

2008-08-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

Im really really feeling bad.
=(
ive cried thrice this week.
cried once on tues regarding the test
cried twice today bcos of many many things.
it was a long day after all.
i just cant make myself stay positive and true to myself.
but i guess its just my mentality.
perhaps its due to reading into too much of being true to oneself.
in literature, lying to oneself, lying to others....so on....
i feel tt im lying to myself.
actually basically im jus trying to gain acceptance bah
i really wana be who i am and yet be accepted.
isit possible?
my childishness is not tolerated.
not to mention my annoying character.
i just have the ability to annoy ppl
according to A.D. smith mayb
LOL jus kidding.
he doesnt even know who i am.
and now here i am
im having an ID crisis
oh man
=((((
bcos time is gone, i cant help to feel guilty whenever time always passes.
what are friends i wonder
to be there with u only at the good times?
selfishness?
milking all goodness?
for fun?
for company?
what on earth are they for?
i shld stop EMOING n do my work.
bt anyway i feel better
i just felt messed up bcos of everything.
n promos are here in 38days or so...
bt i feel better after cooling down.
i too tired lately la. so i stress
den i dont really know if i shld b hopeful abt things ard me anot.
will i do well for my test this time round?
will i irritate my class again? wad will i do?
i wonder.
anyway i'd better gt going.
bt i really feel better.
bt the fear of going back to file my chinese file haunts me
lol
cos i couldnt find my WS
n i tot i arranged them nicely!!!!!!
GRR
bye...

2008-08-13T10:17:00.001-07:00

lalalalala
wanjing is monstered.
wanjing is a monster.
monstering the monstered wanjing who is a monster.
omg.
i think i shall now start blogging in full complete sentances, no singlish, no grammar errors nxt time.
sigh
if not
im definitely be monstered by myself.
sigh.
but i'll need to adjust.
but anyway
im sure i sucked at guitar today
sigh
aniwae i think im getting some serious trouble with myself.
as in
im not really being true to myself am i?

what do i really want.
by being who i am perhaps would mean having the class to hate me then.
sad sia.
hahas.
wanjing emo-ing
lol.
no la not tt bad.
like what tammie says, i just have to control my childishness.
yeah.
BYE~

2008-08-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

im going to monster my PW
PW is quite fun actually, maybe bcos Pilot study is hands on de...
den is like analysing wad on earth uve did n den planning a journey tt might actually be workable i think its quite cool la.
n of cos wanjing has EE GOI!!!!
=DDDDDDDDDD lol. ok most of the time la.. bcos wanjing is full of crazy ideas.
YESHHH although our grp dynamics is rocky at the moment, its still workable.
i know la.
still gt chance one. its whether they give themselves chances or not lor.
i mean we're all in this together....[NOT THAT SONG]
so whether we can work tgt or not it largely depends on ourselves whether if we're willing to sacrifice time blah blah....
SIGH bt sometimes it sucked when u give chances n ppl take it for granted.
well bt i guess its a learning experience i shld b motivated thru acquiring knowledge[i think im monstered by my PW, cos im linking to my PW]
ahhhhhs tmr is mugging day. MUGGING CUM PW day.
PEEPO lets work hard to it!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHS wanjing shall monster her history and econs tmr.
4 econs essay + history notes + E-learning + PW +.... = monday [tmr]
wooo, im doing maths here.
因为在一千年以后。。。世界早已没有我。。。
HAHAHAHAHAHAS ok bye....
wanjing shall have a good rest and monster tmrs siao day

2008-08-09T07:41:00.000-07:00

LALALALALALALALALAS

i went to jiayi's hse todae n m damn happy with my collections of his photos.

jiayi is my eyecandy

i stalked him

n went into his hse

n took many photos of him...

2008-08-07T17:15:00.000-07:00

雖然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说

别让我每个夜为你受折磨

是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔

我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题依然想念着你

虽然被放弃

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说

当我说我要你从此好好过

是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

赐给我你现在幸福的笑容

别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔

请你做选择

我不明白，我为什么听了这首歌就会有所感触

感触良多吧。。。

哈哈[报章报道]

也许是想到了某件事吧。。。

虽然已过了大概两年

但还是难忘[我忽然想到一难忘的主题曲哈哈哈]

这首歌似乎会让人感到很。。。

不知道如何形容啦

特别在晚上听会让人感到歌手所想表达出的感受。。。

妈妈也听得出很伤心，她都没看歌词呢！

I'd better go do my EOM now. yeah.

are memories always beautiful?

perhaps not.

being a child is still the best la.

i dinoe i knew how to pose when i was young kid. SO CUTE RIGHT?

bwahahahas

2008-08-07T07:51:00.001-07:00

weird
weird
weird
weird

hmm
i dono how to convey wad im feeling now.
its jus weird.
o well i shall jus tok abt other things ba. i shall leave that weird case out of my mind first.

tmr is thanksgiving!
yays, hoorays.
good tt hell week is over
im proud of getting through thursday [superhellday]
hahas...
n well
something hilarious todae happened

i dropped my handphone into the piano -_-
like wth???
i was like practically throwing it into the piano lor
cos i din noe the cover of the piano was open, so i wanted to put my hp onto the piano, n i realised, i actuallii threw my phone inside.
like WTH???
i cant stop lufffing now man...
walau...
it was super funny.
den jacq john tammie were helping me to press the keys so that they dont obstruct my hands from reaching my hp.
FUNNY
i still cant reach it.
in the end john[i think] open the other side of the piano n i retrieved my phone!!
my 1st experience of dropping handphone into the piano.
WAHAHAHAHAS
its super funny
i cant stop luffing
my cheeks are aching frm my laughing
wahahahahs.
omg im supposed to do my EOM...
nvm..tmr morning do...hehehehe

guitar matters
going old folks home to perform!
asked jack wad we suppose to play for them
he sae jingle bells. -.-
i asked seriously den he said old swansea town and happy bdae.
WALAU
i glared n he said 'okokookokokokok, i tell u'
den he took up his guitar n played the temple song.
i screamed at him.
den he stopped.
idiot la.
LAMER
den i asked him todae wad we playing, realli happi bdae n old swansea town ar?
den he said old swansea town n guan huai fang shi n luffed at me believing him.
i did not ok. i noe it was fake. i jus wanted it to sound funny.
hahahas.
during sectionals it was lame, zhenyong was showing me magic tricks.
i was paying attention to his tricks la, other ppl were calling him
he was too engrossed in showing his trick, so we kena scandaled. -_-
i was like
'hahaha, yeah, scandal scandal. im hugging the guitar now, why no scandal wif me n guitar?'
lol...
lame la.

oh and i asked senior kenneth to play 13 days in france for me while i record it with my hp.
he say cannot, he go home practise first.
LOOKING 4WARD MAN!!!
tt song is super romantic.
it makes u feel like falling in love.
when i hear the song.
i visualise images of a couple
coming together after obstacles
n tt they are finally able to enjoy their time together
but then they had to be separated for some reason
there was this kinda story going on in my mind.
it was a super romantic song...yet it has sadness driven in the melody.
thats what i feel in the song.
KENNETH U BETTER PRACTISE FINISH BY NXT WED!
lol.
oh speaking of wed i sure die.
audition of the guitar thingy.
oman
=(((
im so gona nt do well
=(((((((
SIGH
PW=problematic work.
my leader tell me to print things.
sianz.
printer ink gona die off soon when i contd to print more stuff
im gona go sleep! byeeeeeee

2008-08-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

woohoo. its the 123th post todae.
COOL.
hahahaas.
lame.
m tired la.
zombified [word created by tammie i suppose]
im glad eileen offered to help to do the powerpt presentation.
THANK GOD.
so i can relax a little, n do my cheena ppt.
im glad, realli glad.
YAYS
feeling happier.
but still tired.

oman i screwed up my econs test
merger is not COLLUSION!!!!
i go n write oligopoly, cartel.
WALAU
so stupid.
strangle myself la.
GRRR
WANJING HOW CAN U B SO STUPID....???
[bcos i am, gt a prblem wif tt?]
-.-
wanjing keesiao already.
hahahahahas.
wanjing is already keesiao.
its a NORM!
lol
anyways i better go do more on my cheena ppt.
SIGH
i want my bed....
=((
so i shld stop blogging
kk bYe bloggie!!!!

2008-07-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

PW is idiotic, ceteris paribus....
SIGH
i no confidence with doing PW stuff lehss......
grrr
am now struggling.
i dono if im doing it correctly.
i kept typing Helen Keller's name as Hellen Keller. So lame. have to keep on retype when i typed her name. GRRR...
pw.....
sigh.
=(((
im tired n sleepy ceteris paribus.

hahas it was quite funny during the econs xtra lesson from5.30-6.30++pm [TIREDNESS]
cos ms lee quite comical la...lol
den she ask give examples of monopolies.
someone said uncle henry.
DIAOZ.
veryyyy FUNNY LOR.
i can still luff abt it till now. hhaass...
n oso ms ong's joke.
WAHAHAs.
k la. shall go back to do my PW , WR and stop ranting here.
GRRR
PW= problematic work

2008-07-20T07:00:00.000-07:00

felt a little moody

jus a little la.

so decided to come here blog abit.

dono why leh

i feel veryy sianz.

mus b due to tmr being a sunday.

monday blues sia.

eee gt hist quiz tmr. >.<>

econs timed pract n test this wk oso.

YIKES.

so sianz...

waaaahs

i realli veri verii sianz.

can someone tell me wad to do?

bt anyway i need to go type econs notes later

so ya...

aniwae some pics of clothes i like again! hehehes

well then i gtg bye!!!

2008-07-19T07:13:00.001-07:00

HappY bDaE mUm!!!!!

i gt scolded in the morning for buying mum's fav mini mango cake.

cos the fridge gt no space. -.-

hahas. bt she said she appreciated it la.

bt i still kana scolded.

its been a long time since i updated this blog man!!!

hahaas.

i so guai...studying ma...

NO LA.

im nt so guai....

i jus didnt blog.

anyway i hope mum will stay healthy!

heres some pics of clothes that i really like. =DDD

i wish i knew how to make clothes like tomoyo. den i can make this dress

I think this outfit is so meee!! the one above la.

This is the photo of da day!!!!! a very nice crown right?? =)))

ok la. shall blog till here. CYAZ! hapi bdae mum, stay healthy n happy!!!

2008-07-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

sigh, wanjing is depressed jus now
i dono why
i think its jus some mood swings
cos now im fine =)
after looking at the funny videos on class blog i suppose.
i hope my determination comes back!
n i hope i'll keep mugging.
n im aiming for a 50 pts for promos
E for all H2s, a S for Gp and Bs for both chinese and maths.
Yeah....
i hope i can do it!!!
ARGHHH!!!
hate PW.
sigh.

2008-07-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

oh man,
down with fever
sigh

note to self: dont think so much.

lol

2008-06-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

i dont know why
i have this feeling
this motivation that pushes me to study and have a positive outlook of things.
like...
even if i noe the darker grey ppl dont realli like me
i dont realli care.
even if they affect other ppl's choices of mixing with me n my fren
i seriously dont give a damn.
just bcos they want to remain in the 'IN' group or smth
i seriously dont care.
n this is weird, bcos being me, i always wanted to b a participant.
hahas.
well i guess ive changed.
they're 'IN' 'HIP' blah, n perhaps we're the 'bookworms', 'no life' ppl.
bt hey
lalalas.
i used to care, bt i dont realli care tt much.
i love my guitar ppl after all. =DDD
YEAH!
oh man i love them loads.
SARAH is like elder sister lidat so nice..
Kenneth is like gor gor lidat, jus tt he can b very childish as well.
Oswin oso like kenneth lidat, bt i closer to kenneth nowadaes bcos we take the same bus home!
ELaine~! my other twin, in terms of personality. we're both crazy ppl la.
hahas.
MANY MORE..
aniwae
i hope tammie's PW grp will settle their problems la.

n oso,
I LOVE THIS SONG!
LOVE SONG is the title.
by Sarah Bareilles
yijun sae not bad.
LOL
of cos man.
my taste is good k.
LOL...

lala
bye!

2008-06-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

LALALALAa
SRJC ROCKED CSI, ceteris paribus.
SRJC got 10th place among 192 participants.
YAY.
we had fun la
so it doesnt matter if we win or lose.
well some were saying 'ahh why nv win 1st....'
BUT HEY
we had a good time alright.
=D
i made frens!
i 4gt some of their names
bt i rmbered their faces la!!!
a pity i didnt take a photo.
nvm, i'll wait for dem to send me the photo.
SRJC ROCKED CSI!!!!

2008-06-25T20:26:00.000-07:00

SIGh
i dont know wad to say
im having an identity crisis now.
hahas.
dono la.
虽然说我是为了自己和我关心的人而活
但也是会因为外在的压力而引向到自己的啊。。。

Sometimes its hard to b urself
bt im giving up.
wanjing = wanjing
nothing more nothing less.
haas....
dono la

this poem rocks anyway, not i write one la....is called centre of the universe by Paul Durcan
gt time den i contd la.

2008-06-24T20:02:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAA
ITS history todae!!!!!!!!!
demand for coffins go up higher man.
LOL.
no la.
jus kiddin!!!
now listening to quite an upbeat song
光芒!!!
I just want!!!
找一个方向找一种力量
让等待的大雨会落下
展开了翅膀将悲伤都释放
挣开那捆绑
有一个方向有一种力量
就朝着梦里风景出发
在大雨之后的第一道彩虹
耀眼的光芒

MOTIVATED TO DO WELL!!!!
[refering to promos, midyrs are gone-case]
k la BYE!

2008-06-23T06:16:00.000-07:00

What do i have to say ne?
im surprised
bt im quite happy
yet im quite sad
WOA
hahas.
cos econs paper veryy.....

its realli like, u know how to do one lor!!!
bt no time do finish.
=(

Due to overwhelming response about the econs question, many students have decided to commit suicide, therefore the demand for coffins increases, ceteris paribus.

HAHAAS.
coffin retailers may want to work with funeral parlours for complementary services.
....
lame la.

i realli do miss SRJC
dono why.
hahahas.

apologise....
That it's too late to apologize,
it's too late I said it's too late to apologize,
it's too late~

Substitute apologise with 'Study now'
this equals to

Its too late to study now...
it's too late
I said it's too late to study now...
Its too late~

HAAAAAAAAAA
lame
veryy hyper
bcos i kan de kai le!
hehes.
ok la, hai hao
jiayous ba!

2008-06-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

owells.

tmr's the gp n econs paper.

im mentally prepared....

to fail!

LOL.

no la...

bt im still gona look on the bright side of things.

although i found my study methods wrong now

at least i wont do tt for promos, which will not happen in Alvls!

hahas.

我想开了吧。。。

要开朗一些。。。

不能哪么执著。。。

转牛角尖。。。

而让父母担心

所以我必须加油！！！

Wanjing is motivated by the hamster

hahahahas. cute right??

its so strong, so i must be strong like the hamster!!!

LOL.

bt i mus tell myself to not bottle up my emotions.

sigh.

GP = great problems.

yeah.

sigh.

'i've finally learn to say....whatever will be will be...i've learn to take...the good the bad, and breathe...'

lol. seems so emo.

k la gtg.

WANJING JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-17T08:36:00.001-07:00

am i feeling guilty that im not using the last week b4 midyrs well to study??

i guess so.

if not i wouldnt feel scared after i came back from going out.

i dont feel realli well.

my head feels weird.

bt however i think its bcos i didnt manage to sleep during my nap.

so i started thinking wads wrong..?

n came to a conclusion its bcos i feel guilty.

i guess its part of it.

bt nt entirely ba.

i dono.

i seem to gt stressed out easily......

SIGH.

im scared i cant make it

im jus thinking too much.

why must holidays b b4 midyrs...???

sigh.

bt its good bcos theres time to study.

bt i guess i didnt use it well.

im scared.

bt wads there to feel guilty n scared when time can nv reverse?

n even it can reverse, will i ever realise and use time well??

n im asking too much of myself to study 24hrs....

ive gt to tell myself im a human.

i have a life.....

i do need to take a break.

its jus i wonder why i gt tired easily.

n take naps n theres little time to study.

sigh. i dono.

i wonder wads with me todae.

i guess im jus thinking too much.

bcos i know i did study. its jus bcos of not able to sleep nap.

den i started thinking....

its alright to be scared and afraid.

bt i cant break down!

no i wont.

tmr will be a better dae.

definitely.

zettai daizoubu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIGh i guess i wont b able to complete the things i want to do....

bt i'll jus try....

sometimes my stress is due to thinking too much of little things.

i mean its jus a nap tt i couldnt sleep

yet i think too far.

sigh.

i shall stop here n contd with my eeeeecons....

2008-06-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

hmm hey

cousins went to my hse this week

older one, the male cousin is now in sec1. came here 4 2 nights.
younger one, the femaile cousin is nw in p3, came here 4 1 night only.

hahas. their maid quitted, so came over for a stay.

i 4gt to take a photo of the male cousin, but anyway heres some photos of my younger cousin, yingfei!

she actualli helped me to pick an outfit for the lit concert i was going yst

ahhas

i look quite whorish i think. LOL. cos my skirt shrank, so its like damn short la, the skirt. plus the off-shoulder top. look quite whorish. LOL.....so NOT wanjing. so i didnt took a photo of myself wearing the outfit.
bt anyway i went to eat dinner yst with peu huiqi n tammie at fishnco.

i did took pictures this time!!!

PEU!!! aka PEIYU

HUIQI!!!

this is tammie!and this is my fishnchips. ahahhahahas

i went bbq. my bro n mum.
my tang mei堂妹. [cousin?]

my堂弟 and his mum n dad. he didnt want to eat the agar agar so he's sulking.

this is a pic of the chicken wings, ahahahsand this is taking during fishnco dinner. nt at fishnco la, bt pass by this place. find it veryy cute. hehes. =DDDD

k la i need to bathe. BYE~~

2008-06-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

todae is the informal farewell party for the J2s

it was damn fun la...

i was the gamemaster for the 'whats in the box?' game.

it was quite funny.

to see their expression when they put their hand into the box n feeeeeeeel wads in it.

ahahhahas.

dickson n jerry especially.

they were dramatic.

they were like...

'EEEEEEEEeeeEEe, WADS THIS????'

hahaas.

n oso we played with the water bombs.

n the seniors...CS[cheng sheng] n xiechao[i think tts his name]

they kee siao

they verii funny lor.

they use the garbage bag as armour n put it on.

den they go toilet use hose to spray water on us.

they are like damn damn damn funny.

i cant stop luffing over that scene.
of dem walking out of the toilet with the hose in their hands wearing the garbage bag as armour

heres a picture i drew using paint. ahhaahhas

a lame picture i drew, i know.

lol.

anyways heres the pictures of the test-tubes for the seniors. and the making of them

=DDDD

tweety do the cork, i do the test-tubes. my contribution more...WAHAHAs [dun kill me tweety]

yepps.

2dae damn tired la.

went home

shower

hair dry

den slpt till 7plus.

super duper tired. shall go now...buaiz