Tuesday, November 06, 2007
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my lit papar was BOOMED
cos i wanted to sleep.
cos i didnt sleep well the night b4
cos i was afraid of cannot sleeping at night
n in the end reali canot sleep
haha.
dono la
always in a cycle
the reason why i can burst
is becos theres a lot alot alot i wana tell u guys
n when i tell u guys
u guys jus seem to be able to fight back n make me feel im in the wrong
n i'll jus
fine
fine
fine
fine
aw man
n i block u away
n u seem to be able to find me all of a sudden
n ask me wads wrong
woa
reali wana ask ar
k lor
i will cry 1st
by the time cry finish
recess over liao
LOL
ok nvm
i'll settle it somehow
n dat, when u ask me again wads wrong
i'll jus beat ard the bush
becos
the fear in u scolding, demanding me for attention and blah blah blah blah
is there
becos i would love to tell u where the hell is ur problem
n u can solve it
all u ppl can say its
HA~! it wun work~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay
ok
wun work lor
den bye
im doing my work, and guess wad it works~!
HAHA.
lol
n u ppl says
'U GOOD LOR, U HAPPY LOR U PROUD LOR.'
and i go, yah im proud of my work
bt im not proud to that extent.
lol.
LARGE EXTENT~
ahahahhaha
ss n history....
lol.its over.
bababaaa but verii fun to use.
n den its just i wana tell u guys, its not that it dun work
its jus whether u want it to work.
Lol
bt i guesss
u guys are just lazy, n i understand, its in u, bt i noe u'll find out one day, a day where a solution will come to u, once u find ur passion, u find ur goal, ur dreams or blah, wadeva.
becos....
IM A LAZY FELLA AS WELL~!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
N I LAZE AT TIMES
STUDY AT TIMES
BLAH
ALTHOUGH MY RESULTS AREN'T LIKE SINGLE DIGITS OR WAD
IM JUST PROUD OF MY WORK~!!!!!
HEEE
SO THAT WAS THE REASON WHY I BURST OUT CRYING DURING RECEIVING THE PRELIM RESULTS.
my lit........................................
scored...............................................
A2..........................................
lol.
n erm my eng was like rubbish, my emaths was like wow, heaven, my amaths passed, it was heaven to me, hhahaha...n erm all of a suden, a new light shone on my lit,
my fav subj
scored.
A2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i was like.
sad.
sad
sad.
all of a sudden see 2 subjects get heaven results, or heaven to me results i was like.
SAD SAD SAD HAPPY x2.
haha.
so its like.
very hard to control emotions
felt like crying so much
bt constrain becos i hate certain words some teachers out there who say dun act like u very happy, u actualli laughing becos u want to drown ur sorrows in laughter [i made it up, as in i took the main points from wad the certain teachers say n made it something funny hahhhahahaha copyright lol....]
but well, wad they say is true.
bt sometimes we feel that ya, bt we just wana let u noe we dun give a damn~!
lol.
bt actuali we do la....
lol.......
jus at the point of moment we received our results.
we jus wana
ACT FOR THE FUN
hahahahahahahahahha
well.
back to the prelims tt time.
i was asking ard, how their results were.
one of them was crying reali hard
she noe her results for eng is reali bad.
n i was telling her its ok, u just gt ta find a way to solve.
she started crying, becos i calculated my results
i realised i passed that very stupid english.
lol.
although not expectedly high, but aiyo. who cares la, pass lor, yay....den i was like yay, i passed my english.
den she cried even harder, saying she scored realli badly, she cant go to a JC,
i was like, ya, bt u still have sometime b4 the real olvls.
its possible for her, bcos her maths and science are reali good.
its whether she is willing to throw all the science and maths aside
den focus on eng.
LOL.
risky la, bt its abt the basics.
her basics for eng not good, and she wants to go jc, she has to do that.
maybe into a badder jc or wad, but its possible lor.
den i let her cry and relax 1st lor.
she said she is relaxed cool down, but i noe she isn't la, so i explain to her until i myself feel like crying
becos, im reminded of my another fren who ive been consistently telling her many things and she doesn't seem to respond lor.
ok not only her, mum dear mum as well. my mum at home....
den i realised sometimes we just cant forced other ppl to listen to u, jus like i cant force other ppl to listen to my views.
so..................................
if u tell me to, erm tell those who r there to listen, i might be happy i get to help dem, bt when i cant help those whom are blood related. i'll jus go bonkers, why isit i can help my frens.
bt i cant help my family. my best frens as well.
den i guess.
they'll jus noe it someday
n argh, jus gt scolded by my mum again.
hmm, im a listening ear, i can talk to u to help u solve, but its just u dun wana hear lor
i love u, dear mum,
hope u understand.
i love u
i reali do.
i dun mean to hurt u
i reali dun.
becos i noe u dun reali mean to hurt me at ur bad-tempered times.
haix.
k la.
gtg....
My name is Louisa Bess and I am a child of God. I love God. I love eating pizza and pastas and playing with my mates.