Tuesday, January 19, 2010
my dear SrLg
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guitar concert!.JPG)
guitar ensemble chalet!
super duper jummp shot!!!
my class, 2a01 : D Revival of my blog.
am gona work again later :(
I do love little kids, but seeing these kids being stuck on the table doing tests papers one after another really breaks my heart.
Aren't kids suppose to be happy and playing at ages of 3 and so on?
then why are kids actually being repressed in such classes.
Even if kids are suppose to do well, they need to go according to their ability and find joy in learning.
And not all kids find joy in learning through sitting and doing for 5 hours.
my gosh.
the kid that can do that must be really interested in reading and writing. but...5 hours? hmmm
as a kid, im always in awe of storybooks and pictures.
i love reading. but i dont read for 5 hours leh. hahahaha
but then i took literature, ARTS.
I went with my heart and not my mind.
logically, science allows more courses.
but arts not so.
to do well in arts, its either ure the best or ure not recognized at all.
alot of ppl tell me not to go the school im in now. they say that school is not good, will go bad, will go crooked ways.
RUBBISH!
not at all.
not at all.
in that school i found hope, even as a 19pointer i could go to a place and take arts.
literature, my fav subject bounced into my hands once again.
I found artsy ppl who are tempted to be subjected to stereotype of being a certain kind of ...
and i found myself being catergerised under the NERDS
HAA
well at least i enjoy being a geek.
no wait.
Lit geek.
hahahas. as for the rest, i dono if they are happy, but i guess we all have our down and ups. : )
hahahas. as for the rest, i dono if they are happy, but i guess we all have our down and ups. : )
my class is really funny.
I love my class even though they can be really insensitive sometimes.
or maybe im the sensitive one?
hmmm
i guess my dear class give me alot of memories.
im an unusual arts student as what mr R.A. says. ahahhahas.
cos i love to speak mandarin.
yet i take arts.
i can pass lit yet i fail GP.
its like failing ABCs yet can do well in spelling.
lol.
then my class very funny. got alot of lingo.
LIES! ROAR! RAH!
all by our dear MMMM
so cute.
then our student counsellor VP, Al who lives in a cave. haha
john who is the lamester of the class and loves to adopt the policy of isolation. LOL
paula, passion for the arts who loves dancing and acting
kelly, the princess of the class who looks like snow white!
simran, the boxer of the class. hahahaas.
rystine, the motivator and lamester of the class
julianna the driven girl with many many abilities.
so many more...!
next post dedicated to pics!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
arty farty jing is back.
LOL.
i love literature la....
I even found an article about Literature, King Lear somemore.
Its on the sunday times!
Wahahas.
today i use singlish lor.
dont care leh.
cos i taking my Literature identity paper.
so i dont want my identity to be tainted or lose its meaning or wad so ever.
wakakakakakakas.
Nevertheless, my love for language and writing will be the one main motivation that lets me keep my identity.
Identity.
is not merely shown through words.
If identity is to gain authority and power,
won't it be ironical, since power and authority can also lead to a deconstruction of self?
well, when one gets obsessed with it la....
LOL.
i shall study my lit and blog at the same time.
it helps me evaluate!
enlightenments: Kinglear = nothing.
Cordelia = nothing
To King Lear, Britain = nothing
Cordelia actually is supposed to dead, she is nothing at 1st.
she is an ideal person that we hope can exist?
Her nature of being so nice, is nothing.
bcos human nature, we doubt that such characters exist.
So whether or not Cordelia exist, is actually nothing.
1. KLear doesn't even bother. he wants to hear 'nothing' [empty words]
2. Cordelia's goodness is considered nothing, except for King of France.
King of France actually marries the 'nothing' that King Lear gives... and in the end France ended up retreating, due to the nothing. but the nothing that France places value is her virtue. so does virtue = nothing then?
To king lear, britain = nothing
bcos, he divides the kingdom.
he objectifies the country.
showing that the people, citizens in the country are being objectified as well.
since lear is somewhat nothing....
how come the tragedy happens only after king lear abdicate his role? [maybe the country wasnt in good shape b4 hahas, i think much research is needed]
then does king lear's role appear as nothing then?
woahseh.
i love lit <33
Friday, May 22, 2009
feeling philosophical once again, i decided to blog.
HAHA
[yes im trying to type in perfect english]
after listening to jolin's hua hua hu die
the lyrics are pretty cool actually.
mentions to keep yourself as who you are, being different is fine and that we don't have to lose ourselves!
你是花花世界里限量版的花花蝴蝶
美女们只是比较豁出去比较敢一点
那些路人甲们凭什么发言惹人讨厌
快离开冬眠赶快破茧
快离开冬眠赶快破茧
别被无聊困在地球表面
想灵魂出窍甩平凡嘴脸
当你不刻意特别
you're the limited edition butterfly..
LOL when translated into english...somehow loses a tinge of its original beauty.
you're one of the unique butterflies
Hot girls are just more brave to give their all...
I think I shall stop the translation.
LOL...
not so nice!!!
i really like the lyrics!!
its about keeping your identity for who you truly are...
wahahaha
reminds me of my literature exam today.
LOL
i relate power & authority to assertion of identity
1st poem can be seen as a powerful female...and the 2nd a domestic female.
but to me i feel that the domestic female actually asserts more of her identity
HAHA.
cos she is appreciated for who she is! ^^
limited edition butterfly WAHAHAHA
i dare say im also a unique butterfly!!
who cares abt being limited edition...
it has a sense of objectification
hahas.
but im quite tempted to join the rest sometimes.
but...
I hope im determined enough to be who i am, and keep to it ^^
anyway i love guitar...
anyway i love guitar...
i miss them la!!!
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
sigh
today's studying was not productive.
im so moody!!!
waaAaaaa
how am i going to survive this mye man...
how to get 40 points?
-.-
siao...
but i dont want to disappoint my teachers.
>.<
but i think i can improve in my maths and maybe GP.
WAa
sigh.
i love mdm saadiah!
LOL.
very random, but yeah. she's a nice teacher. really.
^^
oh man.
random, but i miss guitar
sobs....
raahhhhh im so tired...
i want to sleep...
but im slacking away here, looking at blogshops and my econs...
anyway one weird thing that happened to me was, i enjoyed writing gp essays!!
like....
w t h??
ahhahas.
i actually enjoyed it.
perhaps it was due to the fact i was motivated by my improvement...hahas.
^^
i hope i will continue to improve!!
its my paper 2 i need to worry more, i suppose.
sigh.
but anyway im quite lucky to get 3 marks for the AQ in the recent compre test.
hehe..
but still....
hmmm well i guess all i can do now is to hope for the very best and see what fate leads me to
i do hope i still can get 40points...
i've calculated before.
if i can get grade S for both econs and history, E for lit, C for maths added to my PW A, should be able to get over 40points.
but i dono...
okok shall sleep now.
zZzz
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
OH NOOoooooOooOoooOOoo
midyrs are like coming la...
i woke up feeling super stressed.
no aim
no motivation
nothing.
read broader perspectives in the morning den felt super sianz.
no motivation.......
sianz..
how how how...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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i mus jiayou. -.-
midyrs are like coming la...
i woke up feeling super stressed.
no aim
no motivation
nothing.
read broader perspectives in the morning den felt super sianz.
no motivation.......
sianz..
how how how...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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i mus jiayou. -.-
Saturday, April 04, 2009
actually...
[reminding myself to type in proper english ^^]
right, i have been studying othello from about 9.45am till now, 12.32pm.
I love the internet!!!! [was about to type singlish just now]
it serves as a platform for research, enabling students to understand their work better than ever. Hence, internet is not always harmful to the society as it also serves as an aid to our lives.
The internet also serves as an aid to help environment, green peace web is an example where it engages people through their website to encourage more people to take action in saving the world, like for example green peace, has links that can direct people to other websites that evokes the sense of obligation to do something to help the world they are in. Also they have other websites that enable people to do something for the environment....
okok. enough of the GP.
But come to think of it. It's quite fun isn't it??
HAHAHAA.
^^
i love literature.
but im angry that iago says this.
IAGO
Come on, come on. You are pictures out of door, bells in your parlors, wild-cats in your kitchens, saints in your injuries, devils being offended, players in your housewifery, and housewives in your beds
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housewives in ur beds???
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrr....
female identity is being undermined...
okok i shall do my gp outline on migration now.
adieus
o man....
sianz, i have jus messed up my study timetable!!!
walau eh
sianz....
reason: 4gt to put in time for homework
hence alot of things haven study. -.-
2dae gt guitar~!
den quite a number of ppl nv turn up.
but realised tt they came later...
hahas ^^
den i studied my econs dd n supply, wrote n essay but its super short....die liao. must go find from my file wad isit that ive missed out. heee...
alrights...i was quite upset yesterday bcos my fren scolded me for no apparent reason.
ok, there was a reason but it was not justified.
n im quite upset with myself for not standing up for myself when i could actually said something to defend myself...but anyway, harmony breeds prosperity hence i shan't get upset for potentially starting a quarrel with her.
^^
yays!!!!
okok now i shall study my literature. do maths at 10plus...
shall train myself to type in proper english now.
Glad that I'm starting to do it now.
Hopefully for every single post [if i have the time] can be used to type perfect english so that my grammar can improve and that my GP wil improve too!!! am aiming for an E for midyrs.
I WANT AN E!!!!!!!
WAAAAAA i want it now.
lol...okok i shall work hard towards my goal, and the very obvious thing to do now is to publish the post and do the necessary things.
FEEL THE PAIN
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
a photo mr R.A and a1, celebrating his bdae. HAHAs. mr R.A looks so cartoon. =X
Thursday, April 02, 2009
quite irritated with a certain fren of mine -.-
keep on asking asking asking when u obviously have something in the world call a bloody workplan and timetable.
>.<
actually i dont mind if u ask la, but too much is irritating.
n u still get angry when i commented tt u can ACTUALLY check ur workplan...
-.-
u gt angry at me for that. walau wad logic........
there are many irritating things but for now im ok with it la....
sigh, hope to find a gd fren in class ...
i was oso irritated by my guitar fren on wednesday. LOL.
hahas i think im quite irritable lately...lol
now doing history....o man....
>.< tired
i want sleep
i want sleep
i shall stop blogging
My name is Louisa Bess and I am a child of God. I love God. I love eating pizza and pastas and playing with my mates.
